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2009-11-05T01:27:00.002+08:00

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BEYONCE,BEP AND DJ HAVANA BROWN

2009-09-27T03:13:00.002+08:00

I WENT FOR BLACK EYE PEAS AND BEYONCE'S CONCERT!! WOHOOOOO!! *SHOUTS OUT LOUD!!
THANK YOU TASHA! LOVE U MUCH! FOR THE WONDERFUL NIGHT WITH YIWEN AND INDRA TOO! YEAY!!

BEYONCE WAS FREAKING DOPE I SWEAR SIA! OMG! TOOK LOTS OF PICTURE.WILL UPLOAD IT ON FB! IF UR NOT MY FRIEND ON FB THEN TOO BAD CANT SEE! HAHA.

BEP WAS GOOD MAN..SO EXCITING.AND DJ HAVANA BROWN TOO! DAMN SEXY I SWEAR.HAHA..

PARTIED ALL NIGHT.HOUSE,R&B EVERYTHING ALSO HAVE LAH.
BUT SERIOUSLY OMG!

NOT TRYING TO SHOW OFF.BUT THIS IS MY EXPRESSION NOW! HAHAHAHAHHA!!!

OK NEXT,

GO AND SLEEP! BUBYE!

GG & Bally

2009-09-25T02:01:00.003+08:00

my guilty friend.let's just be honest :))

phew~

just finished ep 2 of GG's season 3.
ok.not bad.the 1st episode was better.
what is Dan doing with georgina.
vanessa with scott?
poor blair.trying hard to climb up the social ladder.maybe i can teach her how ;)
ok enough.i dont wanna be an GG addict like TASHA.hahah.
the GG's bug has gone into her. she just cant stop CHUCKING! hahah.

well.good day to start with.went out with mum and rascal(Bby Brother)
went to Chinatown.had lunch at china town point and buy some winter clothing for rascal.
mum went to have her hair chopped off. the best part was just after that my brother shit in his pants.HAHA.we know he didnt want to say is becoz this spoiltbrat dont like public toilets.he thinks its dirty so he would rather keep quiet.but this time he cannot take it anymre.maximum.HAHAHA.really hilarious.coz when he shit.we didnt know.he just stare at my mum blankly n hold his butt.my mum had to wash his butt for him in the toilet in the end.n said to him.lucky u.not all the time u can get ur butt wash by me.HAHAHA.after that we went seperate ways she brought rascal to the office to meet dad to go home tgr.

went to meet the usuals.malik,tasha,ammar.
oh it was ammar's birthday.only when tasha feels like it.so ammar can have his birthday anytime when tasha feels like it.HAHA.RIGHT TASHA??

too tired.

im living my life fine.
you walked away not me.
i've always been here n here.
well enjoy ur life to the fullest.
and dont come crying back. :))

police force.

2009-09-22T23:14:00.002+08:00

the other day one of my girlfriend was shortlisted for an interview with the police force.since she is graduating right.so can join.

it has always been one of my dream to be one.ya lah.i got so many ambition.but i realise that all my ambition has got something to do with the government one.HAHA.

SO I ITCHY HAND GO SIGN UP WITH THE SINGAPORE POLICE FORCE.AND THEN I GOT MSG THAT I GOT SHORTLISTED FOR AN REVIEW ASSIGMENT AND INTERVIEW ON THE 24TH SEPT.

im comtemplating now whether should i go anot.

me and my itchy hand.
but at the same tiime im really interested but i am studying sia! fuck! grad in 2011.yes i know! call me siao!

H.nitec pay is 1,700plus starting sia.

SIGH.

moon cake

2009-09-22T22:32:00.004+08:00

me n yiwen slept at 6 in the morning.and we woke up at 11.30 jump out of bed quickly brush our teeth and wash our face and go downstairs awating the nagging queen.haha.
MY MUM!! haha.

she wil nag at us for sleeping late and nag at us for waking up late.to avoid that.we have to put up an act.LOL as if we wake up long time ago.went downstairs.bring my brother into the house my mum went to fetch him from sch...lucky my mother never say anything.HAHA.

in the afternoon.we helped out with the baking of mooncake.not too bad lah actly.
taste wise no too bad also.

this is a super boring holiday for me.
I CANNOT TRAVEL!!! sigh.

the best part is.both my im all left alone.
my brother go thailand.SOOOOOO GOOOOOD!! GRRRRR I WANT TO GO SIA!
the other two siblings got sch.
auntie siti go back to indo.
kurmit going to grandmother house to work from next week.
my mum is staying in for a month.GAWDD! MORE NAGGIN.
life is no good for me this month.have to help out with house hold chores.coz nobody is around to do it.OMG! i cant imagine sia! not say im a spoilt brat lah.but then ahh.its hard for me to do housework lah.my skin is sensitive.cannot touch those detegent chemical staff.if not will have peeeling of skin.

sweeping the whole house and mopping the whole house is soo gonna kill me big time man.
3 levels with a super big living room.if my living room got alot of furniture nemind can hide abit
but its so damn spacious sia.want to be lazy and not clean certain part also cannot.
i really wonder how the both of them can do it sia.

like that not only i cannot travel,i cannot go out.cannot go jln rayer with my friends sehh..OH GAWD! what a pathetic holiday sia.

I make sure and i swear i will make it up big time for the loss of my precious time i waste during this holiday during the december holiday.
i make sure that parents let me go BKK with my friends after the next holiday.hoho.
YAY!!..i get to go holiday with my bestests....

tinky winky

2009-09-19T15:46:00.000+08:00

mum was asking me to check up on orlando.coz we gotta stay thee for a week in disney world. i had the shock of my life when my mum told me that the tix is around US$400-500plus.can u friggin believe it.staying in sg ppl are already complaining about the cost of living.this is seriously crazy man.just for disney world pass.

basically there is nothing at orlando.i hope i dont get mad bored of disney.
im gonna eat,sleep,breathe disney for 5 freaking day.but that normally how long tourist would stay in the villa there.coz its so friggin big.

my little brother is gonna be super excited about it.since he loves the plane and mickey so much.

i dont deny that i am too.i bet u can see that.have been bloggin about it ever since.my mum lah! im having holiday now.all she ever do is ask me to research on shanghai and orlando.

shanghai i can shoppp for abit.but some winter stuff there.the we shal head to LA baby....woohooo.....

can wait to see Jada and Ethan.havent seen them for quite sometime.they have grown alot man.
i make sure i leave states with more than 500pictures.hahahaha and then to calgary.another 500pics.

if only we can go to the rocky;s again.i wish.to banff also can.sooo syiok!!

can anybody kill some boredom.im like at home for the entire week.so boring.lappy all day long.entertaining my brother.bullying ALL my brothers.ahahha.

you see,all my friends know me.if i am freak bored,i would start my nonsense.by disturbing them when there are doing something.but when it comes to me.whoever disturbs me,will get it from me. unfair! i know.nothing is fair in this world.

and for god's sake,i dont abuse.just merely teasing.like pulling down the lids of the lappy when they are doing something.i jst love to disturb the 2nd youngest.HAHAHA

talking about abuse.i just watch a few abuse video ands animal orphanage.

so heartwrenching that i cried so much like as if somebody just passed away like that.
huhu.

i actly hibernate my lappy till now sia.and its 3.44pm.

just finish watching the VMA! its was dope.except for kanye.

i love Russell Brand!! XOXO

super Sexy with his Accent! grrrrr

bored to death.

2009-09-17T14:52:00.003+08:00

Holidays starts since last week...i've been cooping up at home..grrrr so boring.
no work.no nothing.too lazy to head out.all my other friends are either schooling or working...
it suck not to have a job.that that i didnt want a job just that.my mum wants me to quit.at least i enjoy doing what i do at work...

david asked me to help out at starbucks on the 20th coz of rayer.lucky 20th i can make it.
at least i wont be that bored.huhu...

if only they give me a credit card..HAHA.i dont mind going out alone.LOL
tons of stuff to get man.

my first stop would be Fred Perry for that POLO Dress. 5 new watch.HAHAHA.
10 pairs of shoes..and 20 new bags.all from one mall.ION.

ouh.ya.i havent go get the VANS at far east.shitt.now i remember.

OK BYE!

the restless people.

2009-09-12T14:13:00.002+08:00

went out ytd..meet up with tasha,ammar,malik and dian(however its spelled) hang around abit.went little India to pass my parents some bunch of keys.

meet the rest.the go follow tasha go try her raya clothes.then we hang around for abit.waited till like 7plus.cannot tahan already all of us.so we went little india arcade to withdraw money.and cab to geylang! DENG2 AND KEROPOK LECOR...we became mats and minahs for awhile..hahah..then we left..

then ytd.parents went down to collect our air tickets yeah!!!!
we are going to Shanghai/States/Canada...
leaving on the 17 of December coming back in Jan i dont know when..
which mean i am going to spend my new year there...and not go to sch for the first few days too.yay! hahaahha..so exciited sia...
if only there are a few more teenagers there..confirm enjoy and part like crazy sia..hahahah..

and for now.its a free day for me..hang around home and relax.the weathere is too hot already.want to go out.only gives me headache.
k luh.im gonna nap for abit.

exams/trips

2009-09-11T00:53:00.007+08:00

YAYNESS! its the start of my hols! im like having hols till Oct can!!
what can i fucking doooo sia! have to stay home and take care of that little rascal
coz auntie siti is going back to her homeland for raya.and kurmit is going to manji house to work since the other maid is going back india and not coming back.n i have to wait for the new maid to come.effing long.sigh.there goes my sad n boring holiday.GO THAILAND?? heheh..feel like sehh.go KL again also i dont mind.just wanna unwind abit before school start.

talking about that.im soooooooo sooooooooo disappointed in myself man.if only i could strangle myself..i could actually study so hard for my BEVM paper till i slept at 3 wake up at 7.i was so confident buy damn super tired.
WHEN I SAW THE PAPER.I WENT BLANK! LIKE I CANNOT REMEMBER ANYTHING SIA!
THEN I DOZED OFF.FUCK SIA! I SWEAR NEVER TO NOT SLEEP LATE THE DAY BEFORE EXAM AGAIN! I DONT CARE I WANNA RE-MODULE!
GRRRRR..
BUT FOR MY ILT.I AM DAMN CONFIDENT.HUHU..I like sehh ILT i dont know why.at least bit more interesting.not like BEVM too business like for me already.i dont like it.

OFA also.the damn excel can kill me man.like really suffocate me to death sia! it felt just like a pillow suffocating me when i sleep! HAHAHA ok merepek.next topic pls.

I AM SO GOING TO STATES/CANADA END OF THS YEAR! YAY!!!
I SO CANT WAIT FOR DECEMBER TO COME.and this will be my baby brother's first time.
first time sumore travel so far.lucky bastard! HAHAHAHA.
STATES -DISNEY LAND
CANADA-VISITNG TOO BE DONE.
WINTER TIME SUMORE.I WISH IT WAS SUMMER.KAN BEST.
MY LAST TRIP TO CANADA WAS LIKE IN 2005 SIA.DAMN LONG.4 FUCKING YEARS AGO.GRRR BORING.

HOPE TO GO BANFF AGAIN.THEN THIS TIME ROUND I KNOW HOW TO ENJOY LOOKING AT HOT SNOWBOARDERS ALREADY.hahahaha.

2009-09-03T23:38:00.001+08:00

twit 2
@ 12.05 am

super bored etc.

2009-09-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

twit 1 @ 11.37 pm
i am bored etc.

fauzi..

2009-09-03T23:14:00.001+08:00

HERE YOU GO MR FAUZI.... :)))) HAHAHA.....
IF U KNW HTML HELP ME K??

stop discriminating normal tech ppl

2009-08-09T01:06:00.003+08:00

i just want to FUCKING tell you to stop discriminating the NORMAL TECHNICAL/ITE ppl....
so what the fuck if u are better in studies than us??(yes i am from nrml tech/ite.FYI)
that doesn't mean u are good in other things right?
FUCK YOU UH! IF U LOOK DOWN ON US! COME SAY IT INTO MY FACE UH IF U DARE.DONT SAY IT BEHIND MY BACK...humchi!(however it is spelled)
DOESN'T MEAN THAT IF U ARE FROM NORMAL TECH/ITE MEANS U CANT STUDY OK.
knn..how dare u look down on us..if u think u are so clever,go up to uni n show me...
so what so young come out to work..at least can get experience what...
at least earning money....dont have to ask from parents money already..
sometimes its not that ppl don't want to go back n study.its because those ppl arent as fortunate..they have to earn money to support their family n themselves.which part of the word SUPPORT you don't understand???
i admit my parents still give me money.that is because i am still studying.and my mum doesnt want me to work.she is able to support me until i finish studying.DO NOT FUCKING COMPARE ME!!

I DO NOT ACT LIKE A SPOILED RICH KID LIKE YOU!
btw u are not.so dont act like one...
think of how hard ur parents need to work.just to support u.and ur setep rich habits.
if ur parents print money i got nothg to say..but cant u see how hard ur parents is working?? staying up till late to work just for the family????
no fucking brains to think uh??

I LOVE TO BACKSTAB.SO WATCH UR BACK...

JUST FUCKING SHUT UR MOUTH.NOBODY WILL THINK THAT U ARE MUTE.
kau jager mulut kau. apaper boleh jadi kat kau.
THIS IS MY LAST WARNING TO YOU/AND TO WHOEVER WHO LOOKS DOWN ON
NORMAL TECH/ITE.

ANW,THIS IS JUST AN APPETIZER..THE MAIN COURSE HAS YET TO COME..
JUST WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME WHEN U MAKE THE WRONG MOVE BABEY

compulsive lover.

2009-08-02T00:57:00.004+08:00

Before u want to say anything,

ii just want to tell u.i can stab u like a thousand times on ur back.
for i dont mind being labelled as one though.obsessive is ur thang.that aint mine.
soo mind ur words.im warning you first..
coz what u see isnt what u think. : )))

3 concerts in a row!

2009-07-23T01:07:00.002+08:00

i got to work at 3 concerts in a row!!!
yeay! be excited for me! Be very sexcited for me!haha
im gonna work with super uber great friends and thats what im excited about!
im gonna work with SHAH,INTAN AND RACH! Wooooo!!!

thanks SHAH! ♥ u luh!

10,12 and 13 August at fort canning

August 10th Monday - 9InchNails

August 12th Wednesday - LadyGaGa

August 13th Thursday - Keane

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/note.php?note_id=103871423434&ref=mf

4 to 12 pm.

what im worried about is my school on thurs.which end at 3.
wonder if i have got time to rush down anot.
monday and wed no worries..
monday hols because of national day wed finish at 1.huhu!

and i so cant wait...

i hope the that person didnt get the job.
i dont wish to work with that person.

yeay babey!

recent updates.

2009-07-20T01:35:00.002+08:00

9-12 july - KL. was all good.enjoyed myself.all the merepekness.shall not elaborate.too mls to do so.
rachelle came back the same day same time as us.just that diff terminal.haha

met up with her the next day.i woke up late AS USUAL.whats new right.until my CA have to msg me."so what is ur problem today?" sarcastic sia! huhu..
had sakae sushi for lunch.then hang around at rach's plc with tashy,ammar n malik.
we a indo ghost story titled"jamu ne di gendong.something like that luh.anyhow only.then malik keep making fun of their visual effect.ahaha..its like too much effect already till its not scary already.tasha had to leave first.so tasha n ammar left.me n malik continue watching then around 8plus 9 we cabbed homw tgr.

school has been mundane for me...
getting sick of it.
module suck big time.
and i get so irritated with stuff easily nowadays.
trying my best to be low-pro as possible not that i am not.but just trying to be as low as possible.

i bet there is something wrong with me man.
like seriously.
i feel that my emotions are starting to get out of control.
can u imagine the feeling of something not important being snatched away from u?
altho it is not important,but u still want it.
and when u cant have it.u start to get so irritated with urself that at times u just feel like banging table n chairs man!! swear.
ok just merely thinking of it is enough to kill millions of cells.grrrrrrrrr.
ok! off this subject.getting bit too sensitive.

ouhh ya.
anybody have any idea on how to motivate me to go school everyday?
like seriously.i cant afford to fail my upcoming exams.
i need somebody competitive to compete with.
even tho ur grades are better than mine,but still not good enough to mottivate me to compete with anybody sia! hey im not being arrogant but its the fact.
grades good doesnt = to competitive.

i was just talking to nursiah the other night that i lose somebody competitive.
at least last year i have hawe, fid n her.this year hawe only.
like what she said.when u are competitive with ur classmates,they may not take it in a good wayy.they might think ur arrogant.
actly i dont really give a damn like honestly.
as long as u are competitive enough to motivate me to study to get good grades,i dont fucking give a damn what u think of me...IN RANDOM

i dont hate my classmates.all are my happy pills.except that to some i may be seemed as arrogant/kerek coz i dont smile or talk to any of them.
.this happens like so god know how many times that people start talking behind my back that i fucking act.even at work.just becoz i dont smile at them or talk to them.i just have to tell u.this is the way i am.no matter how i try.i cant change it.its like a habit already.i dont start the talking.thats who i am.i like to mirror.i will only acknowledge u after u acknowledge me..i have a problem with my ego n pride.something that grows within me.
.and the reason why i hang out with the malays in general is becoz i find them easier to relate to.they are more open to ideas n can take my crap.hahah.chinese are abit narrow minded.they dont take jokes as jokes.thay like to take it seriously. hey im not being racist here.im chinese.
and i am not talking about any of my classmates ok.im speaking in general.most of my friend from sec school till now are mostly malays.my non malay friends also hang around the malays tts why.it revolves around.

EHH ALL THIS ARE LIKE SOO DAMN SUPER RANDOM LUH..SORRY EHH.HAHA\
i was like doing some thinking.

ok bye!

sunset

2009-07-05T02:26:00.003+08:00

I am posting this picture..
ii was at mybalcony when i saw the sun setting.few weeks ago.
it was so nice.i decided to snap a few pictueres.
damn nice sia.i shall share it with you guys ;))

malaysia

2009-07-05T01:38:00.009+08:00

today was power!

first we went to JB to collect our train tix.yeay! settle! cant wait for our KL trip

next, we went to all the hypermarket.and i mean all.
tesco,jusco,giant,carrefour.kiasu right??
our groceries altogether was about 2kplus ringgit.cb.i think can last us for 3 months sia.
3 big tin of baby powder for krishen.drink until he vomit urine shit also milk.hahahah

then we had dinner at el migos.
the food was dope and cheap.
dine in for 4 only 90plus ringgit seh.
everything????

ONCE IN A LIFE TIME EXPERIENCE.....
we went to carrefour and it blacked out......serious shit or what.....
partyyyyy!!!!!!!!
hahahaha.
i was with my mum.when it happen.hahaha
she was infront of me.and i shouted.
mummy!! where are u.
mum:im here luh.hold my hand.
me:ohh haha
sanjay was with his dad...
first we went to look for the both of them.
the first thing i saw when i saw sanjay was he was enjoying a cup of yogurt.busted sia.ahhaha
then i went to take the yogurt drink.drink some and put back onto the shelf.
next we walk around with a phone on the hand for the light.and its beer time! ahahhaah
chocolate,yogurt,ice cream,milo,beer.the hershey's kiss we took some.and throw some like massive party.aahahha what more man!!enjoy life sia.

we heard ppl shouting like.

minum2,makan2.buka2.LOL
lampu dah tak ada,ape lagi,makan uh,
chinese man said that.hahaha .super funny sia.

its was dope man.thats all i can say.
i mean its like.have u ever had a super market blacked out when u are in there.what will you do.
what an experience right.we should be prepared next time.write down a list first.what to drink n eat.the most expensive one first.hahahahaha

here are some of the pictures.

one of the party drinks we had.hahahaha

2009-07-02T01:21:00.002+08:00

MY BEST FRIEND-S

=))

THE ONE WHO WAS THERE WHEN I NEEDED THE MOST.
THE ONE WHO IS THERE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO.
THE ONE WHO CONSTANTLY KEEPS PUSHING ME FROM BEHIND.
THE ONE THAT WHO IS THERE ALWAYS.
THE ONE WHO I CAN POUR ALL MY FEELING TO.
THE ONE WHO KNOWS ME INSIDE OUT.
THE ONE WHO DOESNT COME AND GO
THE ONE WHO DO NOT ONLY CALL ME WHEN THEY ARE LONELY.

that is who you are♥♥♥♥♥

♥

parted

2009-06-30T03:11:00.000+08:00

I've drifted.

dont bother looking back on all those.

Irritating

2009-06-24T22:13:00.005+08:00

I'VE CHANGED! : )))))

no words can describe....

my so called friend

2009-06-23T17:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO! this is to you babe.

first and foremost,if you think this entry for you then it is for you.
ppl like you who like to terase because of your guilty conscience.

I so thought that u want to get to know me as a friend sincerely.
but then i realise that all this while you have been using me as a tool for your source of information
do you fucking know how irritating you are! like seriously.always showing me your fucking sad face which you think deserve pity..its not about how you look that doesnt attract ppl.its about how irritating you are that turn ppl off. please dont make yourself sound so pitiful and dont go crying or complaining to you best friends which i dont even know if they treat you like one.but if they do treat you like one,its because they dont know your true colours yet.

you are so pathetic you know.I pity you for what you are today not how you want ppl to pity you

night cycling with LB

2009-06-16T23:09:00.004+08:00

ouh what a night.

i just woke up like an hour ago.
im soooooooooo exhausted n my body is aching
alll becoz of our night cycling!!
but i dont mind all the aching and all coz i had "fun"-.- and a great experience..

it was a long journey man.
i cant believe i actually completed the whole damn bloody journey man.
well,what an accomplishment.

we actually cycled from east coast - changi village/beach
from changi to pasir ris
then frm pasir ris we cut thru tamp then simei then bedok n back to east coast
shiok sia i tell u...

then arnd 10 to 10 plus lke that we had dinner or should i say supper at changi we ate nasi lemak
then i start to feel weak(actually its when we reaching changi i feel weal alrdy).my internal body already very fucking hot sia.pee also like hot water sia knn.no strength so after that i cycle quite slowly.can u imagine the feeling of weakness in u when u are sick yet u are carrying such a heavy burden on u..so hate the feeling.i was so irritated with mtself at the same time sia.i dont know what is wrong with me.i keep on shouting at the most littlest thing.like if somebody were to ride near me.i would be scared that i bump into the person.so i will squeal.damn irritated sia.im sure the rest feels the same too.ahahahahha.

reach east coast ytd around evening at 5plus to 6plus.left east coast at 9.30 today morning. so damn exhausted sia..went to siglap to fetch krishen reach home at 12.
bath,on my com.chat with syqiin for awhile n fell asleep in from of my lappy on my bed at arnd 1.30 like that.ahaha.
too tired already.i only wake up at 10 sia.hard core right i know..
now my body is aching like crazy i long for a soft massage.but the thing is that i cant take massage luh.i dont like the feeling of ppl pressing against my shoulder so hard..damn pain sia.ppl feel shiok i feel pain.weak sia claud.haha

i am feeling so weird now,and i dont know why.a part of me is like damn it you son of a bitch
and another part of me is like fuck it just do whatever u want to do.its none of my business anyway.grrr why sia.
ok forget it.you guys wont understand how am i feeling neither am i telling.sooooo forget it.
sooo damn randdom can..

anyway i had the loveliest...i have always love to see the planes take off.my favourite sia..
so far i have only been to changi n see it twice.now its the third time.i swear i can just seat there the whole night n just plain looking at the plane take off.damn nice sia.skali got one time my head was facing left looking at the planes then suddenly i almost lost control of the bike sia knn tul.

gtg for now.
pictorials are available on FB just go look it up.
only if ur my friends then u can see.ahahha

2009-06-14T00:34:00.003+08:00

WHO AM I TO YOU??
WHAT AM I TO YOU?

you can just come n go as you like...
you even said"i will call her when the time is right.now is not the right time."
so what.now is the right time? you just called me and blast me with damn questions!
asking me why cant i make the first move!
you know me too well! I WILL NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!
n you still keep asking why.

when did we last talk? starting of this year march or april.i cant recall.
then there was millenia walk.we cant even look into each others eye n talk.
well yeah.i remember saying that everything is fine.if u want me to remember.
that is if we dont talk to each other,everything is fine.

i asked you,what is your motive in calling me???
just to ask why cant i make the first move?

and u said its to make things better,
you could have done better if you want to make things betterleaving the talk hanging halfway?
you replied: well at least i make the first move.
C'mon man.what is that suppose to mean?

i just hate you sometimes man.
like seriously.

you are still as irritating as ever :))))))

during the better days.....

SUSHI-FIDE

2009-06-14T00:20:00.004+08:00

the massive SUSHI ATTACK!!

I went downstairs just now
and had a shock...
$52.20 worth of sushi sia!
sushi party or what.hahaha
its more than the sakae sushi party platter man.ahhaha

we ate half of it already.

Open R/s

2009-06-11T02:38:00.002+08:00

im getting Oh-So-Confused.

Define Open relationship

An open relationship is a relationship where one person does not own the other.
The couple are not exclusively seeing each other and can date,
flirt and hook up with other people should they wish to do so.
In a true open relationship the couple will be fully honest with each other
(unlike most regular relationships). They will not get pissed at each other for stupid things such as not ringing the day before, wearing a slutty top, passing out cold in a club.
Infact they will just love each other for who they are and support each other through times of need. Although other people will say they are sluts and it will never work,
they onlys say this because they are jealous.
In the end the couple will get bored of seeing other people because they realise they are the best two out there.
Then they get married and have beautiful children.

but the question is do you mind sharing?
will u get jealous?

its quite a funny world,isnt it?

Lie To Me

GOSSIPS

2009-06-10T23:42:00.005+08:00

I know luh.my blog boring.
no HOT topic to talk about.
ppl also dont want to come n read.
not like some1's blog.gossips alot.everyday ppl patronize
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

too bad uh.i dont like anybody from the class.if not confirm got alot of gossips coming out sia ehh correct anot?
hahahahaha.
now,this will create a stir....hmmmmmmm

this entry was created with no offence n no intention to poke fun at others
but for that particular 8 people in the convo.who dont read my blog.coz its too boring.
no excitement at all.or maybe to some they dont even know this blog existed.sedih eh?

i shall now brainstorm n come out with some love to share.
but there isnt any candidate that suits.hahahahahaha
i want a tall.handsome,eyes damn mesmerising, got very dark looks
just like jesse metcalfe.

Hot right.

his bod also nice ehh..can wash clothes also.

:)
TO THE 8 PEOPLE WHO WERE IN THE CONVO WITH ME
HAHAHAAH

sick

2009-06-10T00:34:00.005+08:00

yeay! i finally change my blog song.

i wanted to change long time ago.but im sooo sooo bad at html.
anyway.i gave it a try n i succeeded.*pat on my shoulder
but my tag board uh problem.now its abit not align to the border..
never mind.forget it...

i didnt attend sch today.
whats new right.
but this time got reason.IM SICK
i really cannot get up sia.
i went sch the daybefore,i felt better.enjoy laugh all.
skali i go home at night i felt worse.my body aching n stuff
runny nose n cough.do you know the feeling like when u cough the phelgm in the throat
just dont come out.i feel like putting my hands in m throat n dig it all out sia that kinda feeling.suck big time.now blocked nose.maybe becoz of the air-conditioner that i cant live without.even though im sick or whatever.

sooo i reeeeessssssstttttttttttt all the way

and i left my blog all the way till now.
time check - 3.05 am
and i've got sch later...
thinking of the timing for sch later dont make me feel like going ot sch
but i cant sleep luh.just shared a can of campbell soup - mushroom potage
with my brother n my cousin.
dope.i tried it for the first time.
chunky's good too.but the portion is friggin big.
can serve around 4 ppl

i told licia that im updating my blog n this is what she have to say

Claudia- says:
im updating my blog now
ahha
frm dont know what time i leave my blog till now sia

LICIASIDHU says:
u update or don update no diff one lah
Claudia- says:
i really dont know what to write
im getting bored with it

LICIASIDHU says:
wirte abt me
and how much u love me

Claudia- says:
crazy
hahhhaha

shameless sia ask me to write about how much i love her.ahahahhhahhaah
this type of thing no need to tell ppl one.its show one.

action speaks louder than words licia.hahahahha.
my action shows it all. u better agree with it.if not i hantam u!

both of us were reading up on celeb's gossip n celeb's leakage of photos.ahha
kaypoh right.i know.as if u are not like that.
too bad i cant tell u the link.if not it will have to close down.unless ur my friend ;)
that link also intan give one eh ints

k luh.i mls already want to blog.fucking bored.

before i pass up,

intan's grandpap just passed away ytd
i was online with her.and that suddenly she :'(
i was like why.
then she said

B
my aatok.
i think he just pass away.
he got no pulse.

then at 3.52am,
she said "its official,hes gone"
sad right.

it takes time to register in ur brain on what's happen.
take it easy k ints.
my deep felt condolence goes out to you and your family alright.
may your grandfather RIP.

FLU

2009-06-06T19:57:00.005+08:00

Im down with a cough & flu! damn it man!
little krishen is down with fever & flu.
the best thing is both my parents are out of town for 10 freaking days man!
what i am to do... my neighbours are having flu.clifton is having flu.the two maids are having flu!
EVERYBODY IS HAVING FLU!

Kesian ehh the face! poor thing

our journey tgr as friends

2009-05-22T01:04:00.003+08:00

To whom it may concern

I was spring cleaning my mailbox just now..i went thru some stuff. the past. 2006 flash through my mind.like as if it was just yesterday...ohh what memories...
AND THEN i realise how much we have grown.
from the way we think we look except for some. :)
i was looking through the amount of pictures that tasha has sent me all this year...truckloads i swear.
i appreciate that thank you love.
and then i saw the emails from ___________ ahahah...i wouldnt wanna embarass you...
but when i read it.it was so funny. but im sure we didnt laugh about it back then.it was the serious mood n stuff. and im glad that i actually didnt delete all those mails. i should print it out and frame it up all or maybe compile it into a story book someday.

we should actually come together someday n plainly look through our past together and reminisce.how sweet right.i pray for that day. dont ask me how i pray.but no matter what i will find way.haha.

i soo kinda feel that our friendship have been put through test. bimbo-istic but true.
i am where i am now because of all my friends. there have been there n there like forever.
thanks for putting up with my nonsense,my intolerable attitude,my unacceptable words and my childishness! i love you guys n i mean it. only some of them ok! the rest dont terase please!
hahahaha.you know who u are. ;)

We always told each other secrets,there wasn't anything we kept from each other,
i loved you guys more than anything.You all were always there for me,through the thick and thin,
you all were always there,being my best friends.no matter what happened to us,
or came in our way,you guys never left me all alone,you were there to stay.

there are days where we dont agree with each other,or have been putting up with each other's nonsense and unacceptable attitude.we just want the better of each other.you guys play an important part of my life.

and for the those who have been comin in n out of my life.
i thank you for making my day worthwhile even if it just for a day.
we fight we argued,we had our childish moments.
but nothing beats our laughter together.
we've seen each other's bad point.
n i think it's enough.we've been put thru the test.
even if have walked out and never come back,i will still call you my friend.
i dont care what others said.i dont wished to be remembered of the bad days.
its been long.come back. :)

I love you people!
my ANGELS
you know who you are.

date.

2009-04-25T16:21:00.003+08:00

EISK,SYQIN,ISAAC,NATASHA,ISENKY MALIK,RACHELLE....

INDEED.A PLENTIFUL SATURDAY FOR ME.
I'VE DECIDED TO FORGO ALL..
IM SORRY GUYS.
there is always another day right?? :))

the unplanned saturday

2009-04-25T16:20:00.001+08:00

hello babies.
good dayyy :))

days has passed fairly.
im into the third week of school now...
im trying to read into the books..
i am trying too :)
in other hand, by giving me a good teacher who can teach.
im not saying they cant but...
es would be schwierig to erklären the der Unterschied. *secret code*

life hasn't been really fair to me.
im just waiting for that day to erupt..

I have wept into the night
for my shortness of sight
that sumbody's need made me blind
but i never have yet
felt a tinge of regret for being a little too kind...

i have always try to think on the positive side
and not let my imaginations run wild...
I've tried welcoming the mind over matter theory.
trying to get hold of it.

when im save inside my room,i tend to dream of a place where nothings harder than it seems
no one ever want or bother to explain of the heartache life can bring and what it means
life is a journey it can take you anywhere u choose to go ,as long as ur learning,you'll find all you'll ever want to know.... im so lovin it.

ITS ALL ABOUT THE VIDEOS

2009-04-16T21:56:00.002+08:00

video spree.......

syqin,eisk,ayub,ikthiar came to lepak at my plc......
they were playing card games and tango and blah blah blah.....
so the loser has to do the forfeit....so let me present to you the two losers.
ayub for the card game and eisk for the tango....
Doulet came over for

Ayub's forfeit for the Card game.looool

Eisk's forfeit for the Tango

This is Doulet....hahahahahaha.....check out how silly he looks.hahaha

new year a new course

2009-04-16T20:34:00.003+08:00

school has started for me......

at least im happy that im in the same class with some of my gerek kakis.haah
as well as the other classes.
today is the 4th day at school.i think we are slowly getting along pretty well...
except for one.... :))) ehh no offence ehh...
although i've got a arrogant face,but i think u are far much more worse than me....
at least ur friends willing to smile and talk.but you dont...soooooo dont complaint k...
we have got 2 fucking years to spend with each other.you dont expect us to stay like this right for the rest of the year. i dont know luh.up to you...

we shouldnt compare our class last year and this year.coz this is only the 4th day maybe u can compare like 3 months later or even better one month enough already..

ouhh wells.

ouhh yeah...i've got a message to pok2
ur so fucking fugly.hahahhahaha........
i can do so much better than you.HUHU!

isaac!!!

2009-04-07T03:07:00.006+08:00

isaaaaaccccc we are so gonna miss ur crazyness in school man!!!!
all the merepek-ness.hahahahaah
my meow meow!!!!
this is for you!!!

(majulah)

NDP parade face he will show.if the camera face him..hahahaha

Sleep over

2009-03-31T12:44:00.008+08:00

A sleep over at my place...hahaha....

doulet and rachelle came in the evening....
we had a boring dinner tho.auntie siti mls want to cook properly.AS USUAL!!!!
what's new right she.damn irritating.she is like the new queen of the house....
ouhh wells...

after that at night,we had ice cream.Banana Split..yummie.
chips and all.haha.
we watch movie and stuff.
and then came the Com Addicts.
L4D-ing and counter and Counter Striking...All night long.hahaha
wanted to order mac.but didnt...

im lazy to type already luh....
here are some pictures.

I'm Learning you.

2009-03-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

Well i had a heart to heart talk with "someone" just now...
and all i can say is that..only now i can see his true-self.YES its a HE...
he isn't what he seems to be..its just a fake facade that he portrays all the time...
its good that he talked to me about it.coz at least he is truthful to me about himself.
and i should be honoured that he shared this "secret" with me and nobody else.haha..
and i didn't know that he is soooooooooooooooooo x20 self -conscious man..like OMG! seriously.
the fact that he isnt ugly,but he thinks is is not good looking either because of something which he lacks of.or not perfect.he is there but not there yet.every simple thing he wants it perfect.be it even or odd,balanced or not balanced.he dont take compliments at all.if ppl were to compliment him.he take it that people are being sarastic with him.which is something i dont understand why.he do not accept himself for who he is.he should just learn to let go of certain stuff....

he tried too much to be humble that he dont listen to the good things at all.
he likes to compare with people around him.like a age factor etc.
he would compare himself with people who are earning big buck.having high status or post at work at such a young age but where is he.
that is because they earned it themself.they studied when they were young.listening to their parents.on what is good or bad for them.not being stubborn and stuff...im not saying im perfect,but at least i know what i want and im doing it.at least.
he should socialise more instead of cooping at home,living in his own world...
welllllllll.....it isnt too late for changes.AND NO you are not too old for anything.
even old grannys and granpups do O lvls too.whats more for u.
most importantly...its ur self confidence,self consciousness and self esteem.
those are ur weakest points ad u should work it out on what to do.

ouhh goshhh..im crapping now.hahaha.....but still i mean what i said ok...
AND YES,I'M LEARNING YOU...slowwwwwly :))))))

im a part-time counselor now hahahahahaha......
Talk to me
Tell me your name
You blow me off like it's all the same
You lit a fuse and now I'm ticking away
Like a bomb
Yeah, Baby....
hahahahahahahah.....

okkkkk byyeeeeeee.
aku bored luh.....will update sooooon i hopey.

TA!

superrrr uberrrr bored...

2009-03-24T02:24:00.007+08:00

hello...im baccccckkkkkk witthhhh a happieeerrrr mooodddd...
if not ppl always say my post all so emo onee...
coz maybe for the past monthsss i wass having like emoo mood or sumthing.hahhaha
im soo bored right nowww ok. its been so long man.since i write proper stuff in my blog.huhu.
rachelle is coming back this fri and im superrrr excited.not for her.but for km8.hahaha...
soo sad man its gonna be the last party ever...they are closing downn...KM8 kick ass man...they are doing better then cafe del mar.yet they have to close down.but i heard from friends that cafe del mar might close down too coz they are in great debts now...
ouhh wells too badddd.
lets not talk about that any more...

im so stress up right now with my courses...
initially i went for both leisure and travel interview and hospitality interview...
then ms dewi told the rest too bad i didnt got in.cb sia.so sarcastic knn.
then section head from hospitality called me telling me i got shortlisted for the course.ok that one nvm...skali nowwww...i got letter from leisure travel but not hospitality sia....
im all ready for hospi course already and now like that...
i actually seek advice from the rest should i take up HPO or LTO.all said hpo.ok fine.but now letter havent come.shiit man..i must call lennard again tml....i called him today all of them went for team building...walao..make me so stress now.

k luhhhhhh..i got sum funny shit to show....
its print screen sharing time.here are the burok faces that i took.ahah

aCT CUTE ONLY LICIA.HAHA

LOOOL!!!

EISK BUROK SIA UR FACE..

ewwwwwww.....

thanks eisk for the goodbye kisss.hahahahahah

2009-03-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

i had a long walk back home just now.and was in deep thoughts...

and all i can say is nothing or no words can ever describe how i feel now..
its a feeling that i myself can never describe...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

sooooo am i the childish one right now?
when sumbody else is being ignorant,
i decided not to rake up the past.
he knowing that i tell people what he did or said.makes him think as if im complaining to people...
i dont see a point.going like...everything also must tell people.
soooo if im angy with u,who do i talk to??? YOU???

YOU FREAKING WANNA KNOW WHY I GET ANGRY WHEN HE CALLS U OUT???
becoz.it will end up like this.YOU being ignorant and stuff!! AND THATS WHAT U ARE!!!
i just hate that kinda expression on your face! tht is why i dont see a point in talking!

MAYBE I am one tooo.and you can talk about it all you want.coz u know what? i dont care anymore.
i dont give a hood about what u think!!

I am ARROGANT
I have bad personality
I have this,I have that...
Whatever things that i dont realise i possessed...

you are always the right one,AND I always in the wrong.
so am i suppose to be the one saying sorry to you for ignoring you now????

i need to do some reflection on myself.
i wanna know what all my bad points are.

I need to be alone.....
DONT TALK TO ME...

just give me time to think it through.
i sumtimes just hope i could fly away to somewhere far....

i've been bottling up lotsa stuff now...
i hope its not gonna burst soon.

its just a facade people.

FUCKING EGO!!!!!

personality tests

2009-03-08T17:01:00.003+08:00

GAWD! im so bored at home on a sunday...so i ended up on this personality website taking all the personality test.looool.....
butttt..some are quite true you know..maybe that is how i learn about myself..and the hidden talent i didnt know i possess.ahhahaah...

i took another interesting test which is....

What Type of Woman Does He Like?

hahahaha.....

here are the ans..

Here is the analysis:

He's the typical guy that you normally would see in today's society, nothing too spectacular. In fact, you really have to concentrate in picking him out among the crowd. He's also easy going, has a sophisticated taste. He isn't boring or anything like that. Just that he would tend to be a little humble, has his own independent views, but keeps it to himself. If the situation requires, he can step forward and really make an impression on others.

The woman of his dream must not be the helpless lady type or too conservative, but must be a fighter with high perseverance. Women who are the fragile type or too ladylike are definitely not to his taste. She must be committed to overcome any obstacle in building up a family with him. Those from a rich family is definitely out. He prefers women whose fortune are self-made. This type of guy isn't selfish at all, but a real social contributor one can say. Don't worry, his requirements aren't really that high, you may pass the test you know.

where to find such a guy seh..hahaha......
please appear in front of me...

Ps.Farah bby...you should take this test too...

anw,in case any of you are interested in taking personality tests...
there are many types of test....
here is the website..

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/

i took this test...

2009-03-08T15:23:00.000+08:00

i took this test.and lets see what it says....

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Syqin's 18th B'dae

2009-03-03T01:52:00.007+08:00

happy birthday syqin!!!

hope you like everything that we've done for you =)

we had a surprise plan for Syqin...
at the same time for nab too.but she thought she was part of the surprise plan for syqin only.
didnt thought she was in it too..ahhha
was quite fun today...
picnic at the botanic garden.
waited for the birthday girls to come.blindfolded them...
and tada...surprise2!!
syqin thought we really cancel on her
.so she end up have to celebrate with didi's friend.haha
we eat,play,lepak.hahaha..shiok sia...we were like agianst the rain..keep waiting for the rain but never come.if come then we run.haaha like bodoh sia..
ppl see its gonna rain soon they leave.but instead,we wait untill really raining alread then we leave..ahahaha...
i soo love syqin's cake soo nice...but we eat her face.ahahah..

after that..we went to arab @El Sheikh for dinner and sheesha...
best.power..dah 18 ehh u ppl...never check IC eh.haahha
happy seh muke..first time try sheesha...
try 1st time then want sumore.
and went back home..woohoo

more pics are upp at FB eh guys...
tata! im so penat seh..
go sleep now.good nite...

my indian husband.LOL

2009-02-24T20:39:00.004+08:00

Heyy baby! i found you!

goosh.you are so super uber cute can.and best! you are indian!! hahahahaha
AND I DONT MIND! just like intan!muahahahah.....

k luh.i shall learn hindi just for you.LOL.
i dont mind marrying you.and 100% sure my parents wouldnt mind.
ahhahahaha...cozzzzzzz..........you know why...my mother also marry indian so whats the problem!hahahahahahaha.....but make sure you not the stingy kind luh...
jump! for my love jumpin!
our kids will be so beautiful!
i'll be the next Adeline(my mum) LOL.
PasserbyS:such a cute baby!so hanndsome.such big eyes.so adorable.such a beautiful kid.
my mum: coz my husband is indian.LOOOOOOOL.
PasserbyS: ouhh no wonder luh.hahhahahahahahaha...
i cant wait to do bhangra dance just for you!!!! hahahahaahha mak oi!
stop it sia claudiie....but seriously very handsome gile babi sia.charming sumore.
your smile melt me sia.when yoou smile i blush!!! huhuhuhu!!!

really sia intan!! i thought Vel was cool enough already.but this guy cooler sia...sorry eh vel.hahaha

i will put the other babies aside.you will be my No.1 fo sho!!

Boooo..i want shit mon-fri must be opn end at 12 exact!
heheheheh....

2009-02-22T01:28:00.002+08:00

INTAN WULANDARI BUDDY SANTOSO JUST HAVE TO SPOIL MY IMAGINATION MOOD SIA...THIS IS WHAT SHE HAVE TO SAY.
THANKS EHH!!!

I SHALL DECLARE WAR W YOU!!!!!

Ints - you're like a hard candy w a suprise center. says:
kimak
s.s sia u
hahahahah
to my baby
whereever u are

Claudiie- says:
ahhahahahaha

Ints - you're like a hard candy w a suprise center. says:
ahahahaha
kesian seh u claud

Claudiie- says:
i tgh feeling uh
when i write
at least not mr i lioke

Ints - you're like a hard candy w a suprise center. says:
nvm ltr i blindfold u

Ints - you're like a hard candy w a suprise center. says:
skali whn u open ur blindfold
I LOIKE KWAK.... NO TIME
skali whn u open its actly at the rubbish bin at mw.. w the purple uniform guy aka shim bf in bday suit w ribbon and his trademark smile

Claudiie- says:
knn
i swear i will hate you forever sia hahahaha

Ints - you're like a hard candy w a suprise center. says:
hahahha
hahahaha
imagine u like damn happy eh
thot we brg u to ritz w ....... all(....too private to mention...)

2009-02-22T00:21:00.003+08:00

ok....this song is going on in my head now...not because its catchy but because of its lyrics.
but goshhhh its AKON man..tell me bout it.hahahah

its been so long,that i havent seen your face
im tryna be strong,but the strength i have is washing away...
It wont be long
Before i get ya by my side and just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
tell you whats been on my mind.....

haahha.....ok sshhhhhhhhhh....
its for you baby.hahahahahaha...

ok claudiie stop it..you are getting on everybody's nerve like stop it sia dek nie.aahahaha

ok...life have been mundane for me except for the month of feb those few day have been pretty well not too bad.or should i say...hmmmmmm...moments.hahaha.

feb 14.-Valentine's day..was a sentosa trip for me.then dinner at town.. its was a happy,fun,exciting and shy moments.some might know and some calls me stupid for it..ok...i know im dumb.hhaha...but wells its over.i see ppl who i wanna see on that day..the perfect ppl to see i should say..just the right people.i love you and i love you guys.hahahaha

and then off to 17-19 feb. - it was my class chalet.quite fun.swim,swim and more swimming.aand we had water bombs, super soaker to entertain us...haha..we cooked..so fun sehh...cook together all.like family like that.*eh claudie takmo feeling eh..*overall was not bad...had abit of ups and downs.ikthiar lost his ipod....so a lil problem here and there...
curse the person who took his ipod may he/she become deaf when they use it!! i curse you i swear i hope it come true...LOL.too bad we cant find and got no evidence.

19 was tasha's bdae too.didnt meet her up.coz we are still at the chalet and got home after that was too tired.the rest came to my house.thanks my babies for bringing my heavy stuff home.
they watched quarrantine.which im soo not into.so i help auntie siti prepare lunch for them.after eat i got sleep.haha they continue watching.by the time they came up i wasa like finish already uh.so fast.lepak in my room awhile.they went off.iwent to bath and slept till like 8.had dinner went back to sleep like 8.30.i know tell me bout it.tell me how to not get fat eat straight away sleep.knn.but honestly.i think i slim down a tini wini lini little bit.just a little.heheh.ok.dont be too happy. then from 8.30 i slept till th next day at 12? hahahah...ok.dont add in.19 hours of sleep approximately.gosh! can you handle that..19 hours. gile siak aku! tak pe.i have recharged a whle week's energy back.coz i havent been sleeping for the whole week so ok luh.recharged all at once.hahaha...

21st FEB-EISK'S BIRTHDAY!!!
happy birthday!!! happy dating with ur bbyy..hahaha
i didnt want to play the lamp post so pardon me for not joining.ahahhaha

soooo then today. the 21feb-we have got a surprise party for tasha.
hahah..so sweet of ammar.really.so lucky of tasha right.to have such a sweet boyfriend.
go get married sua.hahaha...
ok lets get it started.
i met malik,yiwen and shimmy first before we went meet ammar.coz he was checking in.
so we met up with yani,tasha's sch mate and the rest are ammar's friend.so we prepare for the surprise.
we went in around 2.and waited and waited.then ammar called.hey light up the candles in like 3 mins we are cumin up.ooooo.....so we got ready her spike D cake from big O.yes her fav.which she insist of ammar getting for her bdae.hahaha spoilt!! k luh give chance since its ur 21st.
and then she came in.we went quite.all of us were like looking at her.
she WAS BLINDFOLDED,EARPHONES ARE PLUGGED INTO HER EAR.SO SHE CANT HEAR A THING.hahaha....she was like baby cna i take it off now pls.im tired.im falling.ahhahahaa...
so ammar took off her ear piece so we kept very silent.and then her blindfold slowly.
TADA! SURPRISE! we sang a happy birthday song.she was shaky..hahahha
then presents..
we got her a build-a-bear but gave it to her on her Bdae itself so..its not there...ouhh our collage that AMMAR says that he did it was there.it was like us.
yiwen,shimmy.malik.ammar and me..and of course the brithday girl.
hope you like it.you can like look at my face 24/7.hahaha
ammar got her a toy watch.....wow...best eh..mind you not toy that toy...its the brand TOY WATCH...ahaha..ok go google.soo sweet sia..too bad i cant reveal the price coz that birthday girl will see...soo hush hush...then we just hang around.in the room in the toilet.we love the toilet soo much that we decided to hang in the toilet.hahaha...like mirrors everywhere...wooo...i like seh...

TO my baby whoever you are!my birthday make sure you do the same ehh...hahahahaha....no need conrad luh...
riz carlton will do.hhaahahha
and then..we just hang ill like 7 plus.because of some reasons we went home.it could have been later but malik had to spoil it...sooo too bad!! awww....too late.we missed each other by this tiny bit...ok never mind.there is still next time.hahaha...

sooo home sweet home...

eisk go celebrate birthday her his bbyy seh..hahahaahhah......
too bad no river cruise ride...hahahah

pictures for valentine,chalet and tashie's birthday will be upp the next time i post.i wanna post all at once uh.so pardon me eh..mean time go to my facebook luh and see pics if you cant wait to see my face.get what i mean.hahahahahahaha..

k luh.
TATA!!
till we meet again readers.

A special Friend indeed

2009-02-11T04:57:00.002+08:00

To My Special Friend

All i ever wanted was a friend
not just any friend
but a special friend

you were more than a friend to me
you just had to blow it
with a mouthful of lies

Since then,you've become
nothing to me
just another person
on my list to ignore

i couldnt trust you with myself
i knew you would hurt it

All i ever wanted was a friend
not just any friend
but a special friend

2009-02-09T03:35:00.001+08:00

ANDRI B! this is for you! LOL

R A C H says:
just dun leave him.. maybe he feels that he's not that important to anyone
Claudiie- says:
ehh go comment on his tagg
yeaa we still meet him
do you know actually he is sooooooo nice
if he is not his ...... self
is like a side of him that you can fall in love with
R A C H says:
yeah,i noe that and not tok cock
Claudiie- says:
he can just like advise you like abg2 kind.
just so nice luh
hahaha
omg! why am i talking as if i am falling in love with him?
ahahaha
R A C H says:
hahahaha!!!
actually he's really nice from the start already

ok B! dont start to tear k.hahaha.....
love ya!

empty promises

2009-02-05T02:28:00.003+08:00

I spoilt you

I was here all this while when you needed me.
but instead you make use of me time and time again
like never before...
you had your ways...
so i just cant do it

but today ,
i finally see your true colours.

my spirit's been hurt so deeply by ur action.
it literally turn me off,of all other attractions.
you were the one who broke down my wall.
open my heart to love all.
on a pedestal,i held you up,and be told never to give up.

what a fool i've become to trust you.
how blind i was,
how couldn't i see

CRAZY HORSEY

2009-01-31T13:57:00.005+08:00

my mum is driving me nuts....

she is just so unreasonable sumtimes.
maybe i shouldnt even talk to her to prevent further argument.
or maybe she shouldnt even see my face.
god knows when was the last time we even have a heart to heart talk!
gosh! we both can never agree with anything together.
she doesnt communicate with us.dont do what we like to do.
doesnt think like how we do.c'mon luh mum.what ERA is this already.
you have to learn to accept teenager's life this way.not like last time.
everything is fast forwarding.learn to live in the modern time.
whenever we want to go sumwhere.she will make excuses.
like today the whether so hot.cannot go another day meh.
im so tired to go.lazy to go out today and stuff..
when was the last time we hang around as a family.
i guess that is the reason why i dont like to stay at home.
i would rather hang around with my friends.BUT,if im not at home also she make noise.
say what luh everytime go out.dont know how to come back.
of course luh this type of house who want to come home sia.stay at home do what?
eat sleep watch Tv surf the net? i would rather spend my life on sumthing meaningful.
i would make full use of it. while i can...at home also she make noise.
say what luh.only know how to stay at home and do nothing...
WTF sia.seriously i dont understand her.
i seriously dont know what she want.
everyone in this fucking house can drive me nuts i swear!
bloody piece of shitt!!!
malas nak layan!!! geram nye!!! EEeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

define friends

2009-01-28T21:16:00.006+08:00

THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR...

yes..to be there whenever you need them only.

maybe i should go back to what i've been doing before this year starts.
i havent had a good rest ever since.i've been busy ever since.
too busy i should say..
giving up every other friends and things just for something else,somebody else.
people have been telling me that i've drifted away...and i do notice it only now
like far far away.....
maybe i should do some balancing i guess..too much of something is not good.
i've spend too much time on .........................................................................
so i shall now devote my time to work and home and necessary outings.
my Bs and close friends.you know who,what,when why.i mean....

ouhh...my friends.
let me tell you this.
friends can come and go as they like.
To some,friends are like a must be there thingy when you needed them.

i just wish i could turn back time....skip those times where i wish it wouldnt happen,wish i wouldnt regret.but oh wells.what's done is done.

i guess im just being too sensitive.i should do some reflecting on myself.like seriously.
i should grow up and not act like a kid or a child or whatever you call anymore.
in some's eye, i may seem like a different person now.something about me has change.
and i dont think i have grown more mature when i should be.coz im like 20 this year?
fuck its make me sound so old now.

and this is for whoever you think you are....

do you think i am being sensitive?
.maybe its because of the things i said or my expression shown makes you think that i am.
now,now...
let me tell you this.
i dont take things to heart.
i dont mean what i said.
because if i do,all those words you said.would have stab me deep like a million times i swear.
you wouldnt even be my friend in the first place get it?
i choose friends.....
BUT, i dont choose the right friends sometimes.
friends dont MAKE USE.

maybe after reading,YOU MAY TERASE.....
but.its just random.i dont pin point... :)
IM JUST EXPRESSING MYSELF ON WHAT I THINK. :)

although there has been some ups and downs.but stilllllllllll
i just wish.i could literally delete what i dont wish to remember from my mind right now.

REMEMBER:YOU made me think of YOU this way :)

accept me FLAWS AND ALL....
Ints you remind me =)

2009-01-22T00:50:00.002+08:00

im back again..to my loyal fans!!!
awwww dont be upset...

due to overwhelming response of asking me to update...here i am..
LOOOL....

well....
i've been having time of my life..loool...enjoying...
there is soo much to say..that i dont know where to start...
like sentosa..which we enjoy lotsa.
and there's lepaking...everyday.everywhere under the sun,moon.tree..lool!!!
seriously i swear i dont know where to start...too much and too lazy to talk about it..

ouhh yeahh... reunion si bo!! hahaha
we had a catch up the other day...
malik,tasha,kama,me,hady,fadli,gabie,ammar's there too(tash's)
not bad...had talks.ballgazing with hady... ;)
public doesnt know...
but the day before it was hady's b'dae!!.... 8th jan!!! i remember ok hady!
we hang out..forced me to watch the stupid ong bak 2....liar!!! say got love story all...stupid sia.
stupid fighting show..cheat my feeling sia..pdhl is some parently love and puppy love...KNN..
i knw luh still love what right...
then we went to spinelli's to sit...hang around and decided to go bali house...and that's where the funny part begin...we had mini barrel the tower of heineken....playing true or dare and some shit stuff...
hady kept drinking and got drunk.drunk rabak gile babs.should see his face and the video sia..damn funny.i will upload when im not lazy...and then we took the cab.the moment he step out of the cab i swear he turn into a merlion.hahah..he vomited in the middle of the road.take 2 step and roar again..hahaha...yes its that bad...
the next day he said he's all good.another round ahh amcm....no thanks.haha

so we just hang around in town and stuff...we literally see each other everyday like kama,malik,hady.tasha,yiwen....and i swear i can die sia.arguing with kamarulzaman and isenky malik about nothing everyday..tired anot? i tired sia.

playing true or dare everyday....truth table with tasha..gosh....bored already...no more truth to tell..i think i still have some truth not told yet.and dont intend to .hahah

ouhh we are going ot the zoo!!!! this sat...excited sia..bring my boys to meet their relatives.hahahahah....

too bad tash you cant join us.we will make it up to you...meanwhile..enjoy ur trip to states..
carmen will take over ur place for the time being...lool...

will update soon i guess..da penat uh..it took me donkey years to finish an entry.stupps!

2009-01-03T03:24:00.002+08:00

i am really really tired...
Sick & tired of everything..
really driving me nuts i swear!!!

what must i do to make you happy??
I am unexpressive...
so please just tell me..

if you cant tell me,
please just let me live in my own world.
please just leave me alone.

2009

2009-01-01T22:51:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2009!!!

its my first blog of the year man...

well..spent my first few mins or should i say hours with my beloved friends...

before that..we had other unsuccessful plans on how to spend new year...
we had booking of hotel heading down to clubs,going to the siloso beach party...
well...non of them worked out...so fucked it..we look for our own fun...
and there we are hanging out with my friends for the new year...which was good...

i met the rest at Tong Seng coffeshop at bugis...went to marina,the guys went for some pool session.while me and syqin went window shopping..but in the end syqin bought something..
meet yiwen after her work...we went to sit outside Mac's there is a grass patch.we just sit there and lepak..wait for tiara there..in the end we decided that we want to go up to te express way for a better view..indeed we have..instead of going to the side where lots of ppl go,we went to the other side which i think makes no difference still good view.and lesser ppl.we dont have to squeeze around..

we just hang around there lepak..take a whole lot of pictures..but i dont know where it went..only manage to get some from ayub's flickr...ayub!! where is the rest??

talking crazy..acting crazy..feeling crazy..yeah man..we had fun..
and then..then time has come...
its 1st jan 2009....
yeah...we were shouting like crazy...watching the magnificent fireworks when a lorry loaded with indian nationals blocked our view..we shouted like crazy asking them to move..signal them and stuff..but they didnt get us..they were still smiling at us as if we were wishing them like that.. lmao...
well we waiting for coast to clear before we leave the expressway..
we went down to flyers to slack...take some pcitures again...then we left..
took the last train home at 2..reach home ard 4...in beween were seating at the playground area watching some magic tricks..hahaha.....done by sanjay's friend...his friend is terrible man..the whole private estate around the playground is drown by his laughter..terrible...

well tts about it...

yeah man!!!

2008-12-16T05:27:00.007+08:00

yeay man!! my darls!!! its coming alive....

im a bummer like most of the time except when im at work...
after work,im still a bummer...
its all about the lazy worm in me man...

its like 5.30am in the fucking wee morning and im still not sleeping?? this is soo shyytyy man...
i guess should just blog about my boring weekends and about monday starting of tuesday and so on..

well..weekends was..ouhh not so bad..met up with tash and malik on sat...
had brunch at starbucks jalan jamal(malik in case you dont know where is jalan jamal) lol..
talk abit...bout shyt stuff...god knows what..
went over to malik place to hang...
and then tash somehow want to make or should i say...tasha and malik make a porno!!! tasha READ IT!! hahahah...nah..just joking...but its that way..really...LOL.
maliks got the woman in him,started reading like palmistry...reading our future..our husband..
haha..isnt what girls do..hang out and do such stuff.hahahaha...that is so girly...but well its malik..haha..then we go on to numerology..hahah...calculating our birthdates and stuff..
whats in for us on 2009..hahah...and it says tasha's gonna be horny..lol...
its almost like a girls sleep over..except that malik's a guy(ouhh really?? i didnt know that)..and we were in his house...listening to music...camwhoring...

and we went to met ammar after that!! ouh!!! not to forgot...malik's treat at pastamania...
we saw somebody there...we want that person to see us..at the same time act as if we didnt see them..sounded confusing huh?? ok forget it...

sunday came...was home the whole day...doing nothing...yiwen came at night...stayed over till like now..shes still sleeping!!

monday again...slept till like 2..told you i was a bummer...had lunch..bathe..doulet came...hang around...ouh..they played hotel 626...hahah...stupid yiwen was like dont want!! dont want!! scaredy cat!!
at night around 10 plus..we went simpang for teh tarik...manis nk mampos sia!!!
after that..went back..watch zack and miri make a porno...
RATING: not worth to watch it at the movie.... 2/5 stars..
then they went to sleep..and here am i now...blogging aimlessly...
ok...now im sleepy...imma turn in for the night now...i mean morning...
see ya later alligator...

yipee!

2008-12-11T01:37:00.024+08:00

10 DEC.....

woke up late for work...was supoose to be there by 9 and i got there like 9.40?? shytt!!
took a cab with mummy coz she have to go suntec to collect document...
in the cab was discussing with mummy about my car license...as usual...i know what she is gonna say...take ur BTT first then we'll talk about it...

well when i got to work,
i just realise i forgot to bring my fucking shoes to work can....
and the most fucked up thingy was,i work till like 2 only?? so what the fuck right..kental sia the timing...

after i clocked out,just nice asraf called me and as if i wanna meet up..since i got nothing to do,why not...

i met up with them and they wanted to go to the MARINA BARRAGE,so i tag along...
nabei...we walked the expressway can!!! and its not like those expressway with pathway sia...it like at the side of the expressway those path on grass kind..if you know what the fuck im talking about.haha...

kanasai..we walked like miles away..LOL! must feeling abit..
and we reached!!! walk around..clean my muddy slippers with the water you guys gonna drink with.haha...take some pictures..then we went off..

then we want to go makan.it takes like donkey years to decide? long sia..met up with yiwen (yvonne) after she finish work.went vivo...makan at SECRET RECIPE...EISK BLANJA!!!! read it!! haha...thanks eh eisk..i owe you one next time..promise cross my heart!haha.
we had

EISK: Tom Yum Spags.
ASRAF: Grilled chicken in Black pepper sauce.
YIWEN: Grilled chicken in mexican Sauce
ME!!! : noodles in Tom Yum Chicken. SEDAPP!!!
they order and extra noodles in tom yum coz they tried mine and liked it...all were sharing and snatching!!hahaahhahaha fuck sia...snatching noodles all...

we went BEN AND JERRY'S heheh....

double belgian Waffles..yum! yum!
again all snatched!!! hahah ppl were looking at us can...damn funny sia....but well we enjoyed our day....

pictures for you guys to drool on...

At the marina Barrage...

To Secret Recipe..... heheh..

At Ben & Jerry's

oh wells

2008-12-08T11:31:00.002+08:00

wow...hello? anybody there?
spiderwebs are all around...gosh..its been donkey years i guess....

well, here i am..settling down..happily with my life...
and im about to start my story yet again...

i was there and there but not there yet.
trying to figure out what im suppose and want to do...
listening to different sides of story...
finished my attachment.
having fun...work.and have fun again...
graduating like sooon...and im gladly excited about it.
and the start of next year again...
life has been alright..quite fair to me...
have and had what i wanted.
ouhh..and mum too..haha quite generous too...

ouhh yeahh.thanks for the birthday wishes guys....and for the gifts too...
i have the best prezzie this year....i had hp,lappy.lots of money to spend,bag and wallets....haha
my V9 beats to nothing man...praise to the man who design V9....fucking sexy or what...
CB!!! why do i sound like a fucking BIMBO!!! fuck shyt!
ouhh and to remind you,it falls on the 6 of dec.... hahaha....
small little party @ my house...
just invited a few girls...
the same old few...my BBYYs.
isnt that like good? you dont always change ur circles of friends
settling down with the same old few.and you know that they will be there whenever or whatever goes wrong...

well the same old feww.....you know who...=)
and when you see more of each other you will tend to think alike and speak alike...
hahahaha.....insyallah dont look alike...hhahahaahha.....ohhhh SIAM! lol...
ouhh and thanks uhh...for the choc in my nose!!

i've got too much to say till i dont know what to say...
will update soon i guess...
since i got my pathetic internet back...
ouhh and that was partly the reason why i dont update... =)

2008-10-28T15:52:00.001+08:00

where'd you go?? :(

after so long...

2008-10-15T18:25:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah!! kamarul blanja swensens....!!! hahaha...

met up with Kamarulzaman yesterday...
coz he promise to blanja arnolds..in the end also never go...
we went to swensens instead...
Thanks for the treat anyway....lool....
i promise...i blanja next time...hahaha....

Before i met up with the boys,ohh two man and 1 BOY...lool
those who go Ns already or going thru it now are the man...and the stupids silly one who decided to drop his PR and never go NS will forever be a boy...lool..(ok sidetrack)

yeah as i was saying..before i met them..i saw K.nana...
so glad to see her after so long...hehe...we chatted for awhile...
so nice.......

ok back to the actual story...
i asked malik along...he step dont want only..nabei...
so lazy this and that...hady came too...
and when this 3 meets...i am their target..KNN...
and that somebody..hahaha...the dirty little secrets we know..
or should i say everybody knows..and have been gossiping about..
UP TILL NOW...for those who knows..you should know what im talking about....
when the simple little sentence are said last time..and now linked together from different people,
we got the whole STORY...yeah im talking crap...but it was sure interesting...

after that we hang for awhile..then kama got to go to work..midnight shift...
then we walk to the bus terminal...ohh we went to the swensens at airport...
coz convenient for the one who blanja mah...lool.
hady bought chocs...
he gave us a bar each..haha..a bar or a stick..ahh whatever it is.
then i saw saying..why you so nice to us..got motive is it?hahaha

then he said no luh..my sister like the cocoa tree bag so i buy the choc and give her the bag..hahas...
he really make me laugh all the way home sia...
his wifes name is TIM TAM by the way...loool

i guess yesterday was my lucky day..i see people whom i didnt see fo so long...
what a day......

Ohhh...guess who i saw?? FID!!... i just turn and i saw her..walking pass..hahah..nice seeing you yesterday.. =) hope you are happy working there..good luck...

update the next time round...
so dead sia my blog...

bleh...

2008-10-14T16:29:00.001+08:00

What a KICK ASS weekend!!!

shall not elaborate more. =)

2008-10-07T17:50:00.001+08:00

mummy...please dont break your promise again...

=(

say want to go here and there..in the end you cancel...

wanna buy for me lappy...waited for so long...
=(

2008-09-30T16:25:00.002+08:00

i have started my attachment....
=(

so i will not blog so often now
well..not really used to the new environment..the new work place...
office mah...im not the office kind of person so yea...
i prefer to work in a outdoor environment...
where i can actually connect with the customer...
this job...yeahh...connetion thru emails only...
my god!! office geek.....im like stuck in a cubicle....no where to turn to..
haiz...boring sia..cant wait for my attachment to finish...
at first i wanted to withdraw..
and go for something more fun..
or maybe metro..metro pay more than this sia...
pdhl that one just walk arnd je..
you walk and you get paid for 650...
not bad eh...
then mum said..
you rather work in metro and get more pay..
or a better recognition in your cert...
good exposure and better experience..
i was like ya hor..not bad..two months only..stay luh..can tahan one..hahah
i miss school...haiz...so tied down with this stupid attachment..
monday to friday 8 to 6....
then sat and sun starbucks...

mummy said that we can go canada at the end of the year..
coz auntie may is coming to singapore..so we can go back with her..and spend the winter/christmas there.my birthday too ;) loool
eygpt not going already... =(

side track only that one....hahaha

anyway,

selamat hari raya my friends =)

will update soon i hope..
insyallah...hahahaha

print screen

2008-09-19T01:23:00.005+08:00

last tuesday...i was msning with eisk..haha..
we were playing with print screen...
and the pictures turn out like that....lol...
the one with my baby brother was really candid..eisk was doing his stupid face..my brother was laughing and i just press the button.
TADA!!hahaha
EISK!!! i told you i can edit it better than you!! see!! flawless babey!!

memories

2008-09-18T22:12:00.004+08:00

officially missing you....

yesterday was the last day of school...
it felt as if its just 3 months...
the day where i went interview in school..Rachelle was with me.
and now its the end of school she is also with me...
from being a stranger to being crazy classmates and friends...
don't you think its unbelievable...school ended just like that...
the times we shared..although its just a short period of time..
the happy,emotional,funny,weird,naughty,satan moments..hahaha
you know whats funny..everytime i go into a lift i think of you guys..lol..
like can this lift fit us??haha...the squashy moments too...
days where we were so happy together..days we were unhappy with each other..
well there is an end to everything and our journey ends here as a class...
cherish and try to remember the times and stories you guys shared with me..
at least you know you have a listening ear....
i'll always cherish the days we had..be it good or bad..happy or sad....
and im still here my babies.just give me a call if you need sumone to talk to alrite...

TO:
SYQIN:dont fret.just think positively everything will be alrite..hope you and didi have a long lasting relationship.
JOJA:to the happy bubbly joja..keep it that way.dont hide your problems within urself..pour it out you will feel better.keep shaking... stay bubbly always =)
MUTIARA: you are one cocky friend i talk to almost everynight..thanks for sharing.dont stop calling.. :)
NURSIAH:omg!! nur..i thank you so much for all the knowledge you pass to me...you are one special person that means alot to us..you will be there.we will never forget the mummy..i wish you all the best..yuna will grow up to be like you..teehee...
HAYATI:the quiet girl...keep on going up and up..ur volume will be louder...you are such a nice friend to have :)
YASMIN: stay funky always...for goodness sake please comb your hair...hahah... stay pretty...
HAWWA:the hidden beauty...you got the face,the body,the brain...what more??
NAJ:your laughter makes me high hahaa...keep on laughing...stay cheerful always..
FID: Gogogo!! haha..will always remember that when you are playing CS..nice knowing you though..you got the brains,so keep going!! stay happy..
ADELYN: keep it real..its time for you to stop playing around...study hard alright...i hope for all the best =)
NABILAH& AYUB
nab..stay happy and cheerful always.thanks for being the first person to talk to me...haha
keep it going..you are really one friendly person...
ayub..keep the pictures of life going...you will be appreciated some day..
Stay loving and happy always..lessen the quarrels pls..they are unnecessary =)
ALIF:you are one person so special i swear..its a god's gift to you...in your dictionary of friends,there is no such word as angry..that is good..but do not let people step over your head alrite..thanks for all the laughter..and the irritating-ness...without you the class would be different..
ASRAF:my advice to you..stop repeating the same old mistake again and again and then regret what you are doing.....its something you can choose to do or not to do...
im sure you know what is right and wrong for you..stay funky,funny and happy always...
EISK:keep going keep pursuing..you'll be there...keep on trying...you will get what you want...
dont let a hurdle stop you...stay crazy always...*print screen lol...
FYQUE: quit looking at girls for goodness sake...there are so many nicer things to see...
stop being the emo boy alrite...hope everything is good for you...
IKTHIAR: keep on leading...you'll be at the top some day..never stop trying...stay positive... :)
IFFAZAT:Meow2 when i first saw you..my impression of you was an ARTY weirdo..hahah
you got the style..and arty face..but weird..whenever you like it,you talk..if not you just shut up...
but god damn it you are so funny!! dont give up on what you are doing.just like ayub..keep taking the pictures of like..you will be appreciated some day... cheeros.

To all TA classmates.
i know there are times where we were so unhappy with each other..
but lets put the past behind,not hold any grudges against each other..
we are still a class...at least we spent 9 months of our life seeing each other almost everyday...
hope to see you guys next year...

good luck to all for attachment...

XOXO
much love
claudiie

shit happens all the time

2008-08-31T23:08:00.002+08:00

limitless i should say..

is it me or is it you??

im soo tired.really tired..
so tired of listening to stupid shits that happen all the time..
why cant you just let it go..let it go....
what is it in me that is telling me to stop..
i tried to..but i cant control myself...
i tried to look at it from a different angle.but it still looks the same to me..
you are nothing special..really...so why??

nightmares is starting to get frequent
i so hate you for that..
i keept telling myself..
tml will be something new..
but im still stuck at square one..
i when can i start to have my first step again...
maybe leaving for a while would be a good thing..
i can use that time to freshen myself up
freshen people around me
i would have a peaceful time on my own to think and reflect on myself
on what have i done to other and what others have done to me since day 1
let them forget me.
let me forget them
coz whoever you are.ur a nightmare to me
you turn my life upside down..twist and turn it,then you crush it...
how terrible can that be
let me start a new life again..
i caused too much hurt and pain..

most of them are just passer-by(s) in my life..
10 year down the road..or maybe 5 years down the road
will you see yourself talking to me again..hanging out like we used to??
acquaintance i should say.

you stayed in my life for so long..but you still dont know the real me..
and you can never know...
and i can never open up to you..
nobody can find the key to unlock this diary in me
not even you..

part of my life has become a past
i can never redeem it back.
but it was all worthwhile.
everything is cherished
but will forget it sooner or later
stupid wishful thinking...

leave now.if not i'll be the one leaving first...

yiwen

2008-08-27T21:09:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST
BESTEST BESTIE!! YVONNE CHEN YIWEN..
27TH AUGUST....

REMEMBER OUR DATE...

my bestest friend for 7 years...
we've been thru ups and down..
thick and thin..thats why we are where we are today..
no one can or ever will replace her...
ok that sounds so bimbo..but its the truth

2008-08-27T20:41:00.016+08:00

vietnam was a blast

2008-08-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

ok..this blog is so dead..and boring..
so im here to update...

yooohaaaa!!!

Vietnamese wannabe is back....lol
im back from a 4 days 3 nights trip in vietnam..and it was a blast...
really enjoyed the stay...and now i think i can officially call my self a full-time adviser...
only they know what i mean..right guys..haha...
we had fun,we had joy,we had seasons in the sun...

lets start with the first day......

first day...
i woke up at 4.40 am.get ready...
parents fetched me to the airport..met the rest at burger king..
and i met ramli sarit...lol...tiara's dad...
we check in...its was a 1hr and 35 min flight..
tada!! we reached vietnam...first stop..
to the pagoda...it was ok..not so interesting...
then off to the presidential palace...boring!!!
then we complain hungry..so we went for makan!!
kwn2 its makan time...
ok luh the food..so and so..
then to the war memorial museum...
kena scolded by a mat salleh the whole group...
coz we make too much noise...
you think its funny..you think its funny?
it not a place to have fun.....lol.yeah its our fault actually...
and then to ben tanh market..
only for 1hr 30 mins..bought a wallet thats all...
and then for dinner, we went to the floating restaurant..on board of a ship
acak and alep dance with the apek..hahaha
then we lepak in the guys room...and fell asleep (thou shall not say) :)

2nd day..
we woke up,breakfast
then a 2hrs bus ride to mekong delta..
during the two hours..woohoo..power ahh.. i had to recharge my energy from yesterday..
slept thru it.tada!! we reached mekong delta..
we had a boat ride..was not bad..we go village to village..
went to the village where they make coconut candy..
and there was the floating market..
then we had lunch.. at one of the village.
we had elephant's ear fish..was not bad...
then continue with the boat ride again..
then tada..finish..we went back to the bus..coz was really exhausted..
slept thur the 2hrs again.had to recharge for later war...lol...
we had dinner and back to the hotel...syqin and zura slept so early that night..
me and tiara went around pillow fighting..haha..then we fell asleep

third day..
we woke up late..haha
wake up then saw adelyn face..
wake up! wake up! next time i give you all wake up call..haha
the rest went back to their room to get ready..
we got ready and went down..we were late so no breakfast
but adelyn brought bread for us..thanks ad ;)
we went to cuchi tunnel..aler..go in here and go out there..dah thats it..
went back to city for lunch! at halal restuarant..then nicest of all days..
power sia the lemak..the chilli luh..woooo!!!
then kawan2 its shopping time..this time round its 3 1/2 hrs.. and i didnt get anything
no mood ah to buy..i just wanted a eastpak bag..but only got one design not nice also
so in the end never buy..just follow them only..
after that we went to have dinner...not nice sia...no mood to eat also..
coz everyone boring..
then back to hotel..
we strip alif!!!! hahaha...
then the guy tgh boring..watching super man...
after playing..damn hot sia..i went back to my room then cool my self down..
watch love parade...then tiara came in..we lepak2...
then the guys come and we went shop...
noodles and chips..lepak..watch evan almighty..
then we got bored again..then wanted to buy alcohol..
but acak said..a promise is a promise.hahaha
so he said..ok i dress like that to the shop,you all canot buy alcohol..
so we made a deal..went down..ohh ya,he was wrapped in a blacket from head to toe..
was made to wear the vietnam hat..like far,er that kind..ppl all looking at him
funny sia..laugh at him sumore..
in the end we bought 5 cans of redbull...
6 people drag can by can sia..
you count down..from 1,before you say 2 the drink finish already..
then ayub was like wait wait.before he could say anymore,the drink also finish already..hahaha
funny sia..bloody hell the first drink i drank a little and the redbull went up to my nose..
acak also sia..but luckily luh..coz izaat bloody hell spit in..
after that we thought we could stay up.but we fell asleep...
haahah...bodoh sia...(thou shall not say again)

last day..
we woke up late again...
had to wake up at 4 plus..
went back to our room
get ready..and set for the airport..
bid thien goodbye..board the plane
the rest were asleep except for me tiara and acak
so we went to the back and sit..
talk cock luh..take picture of the outside scenery luh..this and that
we reached singpore at around 12..and parents came to fetch..go home
straight away bathe and tido...

thats all

20th august

2008-08-19T11:54:00.004+08:00

1 more day to go...and im leaving on a jetplane..
dont know when i'll be back again..lols..
going to vietnam...do you thinks its even educational at all??
when all you could think ever think of is to travel and shop non stop..
i know the best part is that you get to travel with your friend...
cant wait...

well today..as usual..i never turn up again...
woke up late..i think my brother tried to wake me up..but i thought it was a dream..lol..
i only woke up arnd 8 when syqin msg me asking where am i..lol...
ya..im on my bed..travelling..lols
im the kind of person..if i wake up abit late also i lazy want to go sch..
i must wake up xtra early to get ready...haha..

im soo damn bored now luh..dont know what to do..
if you are asking me to study,forget it alright.
coz i never brought that damn book home..
how the hell would i know im not coming to school..

TOPIC CHANGE..
imagine you going to a place where nobody like you..
and its a place where you have to go everyday..
and the people you have to see everyday..
so kesian right...who doesnt wants to have friends to talk to,to have fun with..
i got a knock on my head yesterday..when sombody ask me a question..
i was like ya ahh..why ahh...
but sometimes,its not our fault you see..
different people have different attitude..
they dont know where they go wrong or what have
they done wrong...but..we still have to see...
if we were to tell them and they cant accept it,what can we do right...
im just being random here.. ; )

TA....

2008-08-12T18:12:00.022+08:00

scary birds scaring people

2008-07-31T22:16:00.017+08:00

the bird park adventure...
im telling you..im scared of BIRDS!!! i swear..they were so scary..
especially the vultures...nabei!!make me shout like crazy..
they were like flying all above me..i went to lorry loft...
and the colourful birds scare me too..they fly on to my bag and then on my shoulder..
i shake like a crazy women and manage to make it go away..ewwwww!!!
omg!! pay to be scare myself...lol!!

At lorry loft where the birds are not near..lol

how i wish im not scared..so i can be like him..lol

me and licia

before the parrot show..the parrots really sing..better than william hung..lol..opera sumore..

at the highest man-made water fall in the WORLD!!

LOL!! no comment..it was candid

in the panorail..ps.licia remeber the guy..who ran after the the panorail..lol.
imagine his accent:vait vait doooont goooo!!vait foorrre meeee....LOL

if im not wrong this this the hawk show...

this seat is specially reserved for .............LOL

as you can see..we find our self better looking than those birds..lol
so we decided that the birds arnt important..so we didnt took much of the birsds pictures..lol

too precious...

2008-07-30T01:35:00.007+08:00

MD NUR RAUF -recently updated(06-07-08)

living the dream of becoming a chef...

the happier days

and present...

i just cam back from hospital just now...
rauf just got into an accident... A BIKE ACCIDENT..
(pls ride safely)
he was going straight when a taxi wanted to turn..the taxi was on his right..
it hit him:''( he kena rabak on his right side...he broke his right arms and leg
the worst of all his right kidney is damaged...WHY!WHY! y must it be him...
i wanted to cry infront of him when he said this.(he was sedal for awhile..)
RAUF:my right arms and my right legs..you guys heard about my kidney??
sedeh sia...
i never want to lose someone like him...
god give him strength to live another time..
ur someone so wonderful..
you listen when someone is having a problem..
you help when they are in need..
where can i find someone like you??
im lucky to have known you from shah...
i can never find another you...nor replace you...
rachelle is waiting her kebab...you promised my best friend :)

get well soon...
we are always here for you...
pray for him...

2008-07-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

CRUSH,CRUSH,CRUSH.....

the first school day of the week...
first class RNT...had a hard time with it..
me and syiqin was like struggling with it luh..
Syiqin:acak!!!
Claudia:asraf!!!
hahaha...the poor victim....we kept bugging him with this and that...
asking him how to do this and that...OIT also...
but we made it..but not to the second one..that one tml continue in school...
ms dewi told us we dont have to come to school on fri if we come to school earlier on thurs
before team building...yesah!!!

i think the reason for me to go to school is for me to look at people and start commenting...
lol...fav pastime seh..i know im a bitch! but..i lioke!!!
its normal...anyway...
my crushhh oooooo..eh damn cute ahh!! okok minus the DAMN...
and yes he is cute..lol..damn bimbo can me..
i thought he was a chinese...i was like okay luh...then skali he speak malay to his friends...
i was like MALAY?? OKAYY.....lol...
is there like a nice way to tell your teacher that her breathe stinks like SHIT!!
buay tahan sia..one or two days never mind...its been the past 7 months sia..
her breathe stink so badly like there is something rotting in her body/month...
i dont mean to...but its for her own good sia...lol...

the lifeless people...

2008-07-16T00:42:00.008+08:00

well..its been long...
i miss you!!!=) ints..you know whoo..hahahahahaha...
anyway that was a sidetrack..
we finally met up..together the CLAN i should say..used to..there we go again...during the
BMC days..met up with shah,malik,hady,licia,and gabie..the one who is not ready.haha
we had fun talking about the past..hahhaa the paiseh moments..scandals here and there *raise eyebrows.wink abit ;)
well its the past...
we went dempsey to get scared by frogs...haha licia.that was classic.
we really went back to the past..NO LIFE.hanging here and there..go town..walking aimlessly..
GALAVANTING=)
head to dempsey..and got scared by frogs..then go back to town..we hang at spinelli..
then walk all the way to mustafa..see..no life right..but it was really fun...
i miss those times.i swear where shah will wear his FAV gorilla shirt..haha getting his algae hair done..hady..the skinny one..but he claims he got abs now..and his dad is jealous of him..LOL..
my train are so boring without you..laughimg like nobody's business...
my boys are going ot ns soon:(
some go already..haiz..boring...
chalet before going in?? amcm??

life....

2008-07-16T00:24:00.003+08:00

B...we have to admit that people do change... sometimes its just the environment that influence people to change.. its so contradicting..
please forgive =)

last sat..was Dope!
fysh is in spore..so we took this opp to hang...
went to harry's for a drink..and YES! its my favourite BLOODY MARY!!
and i learnt to play pool..hahah..yeah i admit i dont know how to play..
although i used to go lucky every weekend to watch my bestie play..but i dont touch..i can play quite well..EXCITED..play especially when you are high!!hahaha.. you can SS....
make urself so happy although its just a game..and you are nothing compared to others..haha
naming the babys who were there..SHIMMY,FYSH,ANDRI(SS)haha,INTS and vel..but vel not my baby..hes my daddy!!hahahahaha....

after that we head to MOS..fuck it...we cant think of anywhere that is easy to enter.. although its thats last place we wanna club at..(you must be thinking all 18 already.. must find easy place to enter right..well thats a secret..)we had fun..and i wore slippers in..it hurt so much though...
well at least it was a blast..dah..fullstop...ayul did his shake a bom bom!! fuyoo!! wipe off most of the wannabes sia..haha ANDRI..happy anot?? haha
chikalakabang bang..

strange brain..

2008-07-03T01:51:00.003+08:00

why do people always remembers the bad things you have done and forgets the good things??

i just wanna make you proud..thats all..but i failed to do so...
not because i never tried but because you dont even bother to notice..
dont even bother to ask...

afraid has become numb...
happy is only with friends...
it slowly leads you to the back of the heart
where you can hear silent weeps every now and then.
keeping all ur feelings inside which you wanted so much
to pour it out to because you trust no one..
the word feelings slowing extinct...
tears just keep rolling down without you noticing for the past years
hiding urself in the dark...
lying to yourself that this phase is over...
where are they when you needed them the most? the question lies..

saying it for a period of time is cool.
saying all the time gets hurt..

its a secret i dont share....

To my dad with love
i miss you...
this marks the tenth year.

swinging days are back...

2008-06-23T22:56:00.003+08:00

To Vietnam To Vietnam to buy a ...........
home again home again ring-a ding-ding...
i miss the hair wash the girl gave me plus a head massage too...
i hope somebody can wash my air and massage my head like that everyday so i'll be fresh like every morning....

i dont know why and what is happening to me..
and yes im back im back!!

im back to my mood swinging days again..shitto!!
gosh..seriously it irritate the hell out of me..like during the BMC days..
i'll just get mad suddenly...i really need to go for anger management classes to control my temper
and have patience with those farker who dont pay service charges and expect us to treat them like they paid!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!! i am a short tempered person to those who irritates me easily..who do you think i fucking am?? ur fucking slave?? CCB!!!
and to that coffee girl...pls dont act arrogant in front of me can...we shall see who is more arrogant...step like you atas people like that padahal just a coffee girl!! at least i make coffee not like you..take peoples order then have to get coffee for them...nabei!! geram sia!!! see her fucking face!!!
im am not sumone to be messed around with..like what my friends always tell me lucky i am ur friend sia..if not confirm im under ur hatred list...hahaha.....nonono! i dont hate people that easily
i just dislike thats all ;) if you make me.haha..im a really nice person actually..if you know me well enough for me to open up..just make a good impression the first time you see me..hahahah..chey..think i what...some kind of big shot isit..
im a very easy-going person actually..and and..i choose friends.
i dont make friends with people jusy anyhow...and look me as ARROGANT if you want to ;)
imma show you how arrogant i am you babies ;)

alrite enought of that...
im not really having a fun time during hols..it was alright...going here and there..working...
then going here and there again and work again...
gosh im exhausted...

should i stay or should i go...
one by one is gonna leave...
then THEY will take over...
how bad is that...

im tired but......

2008-06-10T00:40:00.010+08:00

im here to tell you the story of yesterday...

im so tired omg!! shagged!!!
sorry rachelle..the reason why we aint online as we promised its because,
yiwen got admitted to the hospital...
we were supposed to head home when otw you called...
went back to her house..suddenly she felt sharp pain in her tummy...and she is supposed
to come over to my house.coz we thought of visiting ur dad if he is still in the hospital..
since he is alone here in singapore...yeahh so we thought of going over to changi hospital
to A&E just to seee the doctor then go back to my place but the doctor say
she need to be admitted and of course i stayed the night with her..while she sleep on a BED i never even sleep...we never inform her parents coz its too late..so we wait till morning...so yeah..and that was the reason why we didnt go online...she was discharged ytd already and there she is going batam for hols today with hafiz...ok.. rach i know there is a question mark on ur head now..who is HAFIZ..hahha...update you the next time round i talk to you alright..hahah..she is coming back tml...i never sleep for more than 24hrs sia..because of yiwen!!!well she is my bestie..what to do =)

and so we didnt head for arena!!!!! sad!!!!

and i was attached at starbucks temasek towers just now 8 to 4...ok luh..but bored to the max...
really bored..untill i mls nk layan..sorry but true..
tml its marina square...hope its alrite..visit me if you want =)

i cant wait to conquer suntec tower 2..hahaha
me,ints,ayul,ain and fatty.hahaha letan letan!!
haha...
adious...

WEE~

2008-06-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

Exams are over!! its time to play/party!!! Wee~

omg!!! yes ahh!! its finally over!! i can party till the sun comes up!!
i think that the exams are not tht hard after all if you study and memorize what you need to..
but i dont think i do well in my customer relation..the rest are ok..and we just got the news that everybody passed destination geography....yes ahh..

seriously the feeling is so good!! no stressing up till late at night...but relaxing till late in the night..hahah
beware partners!! imma put my shift all the way till july muahahha!! give way to the arriving
CLAUDIA..imma work till i drop man!! get the $$$ and shop till i drop..even though GSS is over by then..i dont care!!

anyway ints,i just tried on a dress from van laack again..hahah...its so cute seriously the dress is like very long but not till my ankle...till my calves there..like church girl sia..and i like it alot...
hmmmmm...what do you think?? evil smile*
but its alot more ex than the one i bought sia..if i were to buy it even with the discount yiwen give me,my whole months pay will be gone sia..not the pay im having now i mean..its like how we work like crazy that kind of pay..soo yea..but i really like sia..how ahh ints??

anyway nusiah just give birth to a baby girl..yuna umaira..if im not wrong with the spelling.. =)
so cute sia..so chubby...

and i cant wait for saturday babies!! its gonna be the crazy kukus and one confused again!!
yeaa!!! Arena alright!! woohoo!! party people!!!
ints's mission::DRESS TO KILL!!! hahaha
update soon after saturday..haha with pictures i hope =)

i love bitching!!

2008-05-28T00:53:00.002+08:00

GO!GO!GO!
i love bitching!! what to do! im a girl what..
i love bitching about bitches who deserve to be bitched about...

some of the random days i had perhaps.
It's sad when people you know become people you knew
When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life
How you used to be able to talk for hours And how now
you can barely even look at them

this phrase is so true man....

im starting my financial issues again shitto!!
can somebody like teach me how to save money like seriously
if i have money on my hands,i will spend it like a fly just fly past!!
damn!!! that is so irritating luhh..then got no cash in hand cannot
go clubbin...bloody hell...cab is like super ex luh even though club is free or drinks free flow..KNNaya...

i guess this sat trip to arena cant make it...i think im working on thatday..
sunday 1st june is dewi's wedding.. 7 june then get pay..yesahhh can go batam can go ho chi minh again and AGAIN...

just now i overhaead the neighbour talking to my mum..asking when are we going abroad again..and my mum said this dec....yeahhhhhh if that is true..
maybe we can visit auntie may in canada again...i hope soo..

2008-05-20T04:03:00.005+08:00

ohhh goddd!! i found this picture and i must showw...
my BEST friend is hugging JOJO!!!!
hahaha....like seriously of all people why him/her
buat org confuse luh nie...
seriously fathul..what if i show syahidah this picture she will fucking laugh at you sia
ur his eye candy sia.hahaha his captions put jojo tak leh angkat.. LOL
rachelle look at fathul.
anyway..i told fathul im making chalet you know..
i wanna bring the while group back in action again
talk abt it when ur back!! its always because of u luh!! fucking bitch!!
down here can study dnt want.now regret CB U!!! everytihng must wait!! becoz of you!!
CCB!!!

anyway enuf talk!!
here is the officially hate jojo for being gatal toward fathul!!!

ohhh myyy

2008-05-19T23:51:00.003+08:00

work today..yess again..its vesak day babey..
plans with yvonne to go menotti..
andri's restaurant...ask shimmy along
she said OK...
but after got plans ditched us nabei...

politics shitt happens and its so irritating...
pls dont get me involve ok...
it has got nothing to do with me so fuck it..
im not talking abt you shimmy baby..
but you know right how this whole shitty thing is coming about right..
you still can confide with me alright or maybe ints or yiwen...
we'll be there for you...XOXO :)

after work went to Andri's workplace to eat...
at first we ordered only one Soffiato then andri go and make it two
for me and yvonne one each..coz we didn't wanna eat soo much so we ordered one only
im telling you.its damn filling sia...this is how the soffiato looks like...

took it frm flickers.but its the exact same thing..you should see the choc oozing out sia
besst sia..but i didnt manage to finish..coz the choc its too rich alreadyi cannot take it
PS.rachelle i put up the picture for you to drool...haha...you ate right that time andri sign also
i think by the time you come back to spore,menotti close down already..go find him at his new place when you come back..ask him to sign for us again..

and MR FAMOUS CHEF ANDRI got his lazy ass up and cook for us pasta sia...
it was good really..no wonder he got so many loyal supporters...
lucky i went there for the last time man..he is leaving menotii...
tml is his last day..you see..it was a good thing that he join chef selebriti.he got more
exposure and got a better paying job than this..all the best mr ass-cranker..
seriously he is full of crap sia..haha..talk cock sia...no wonder he is so compatible with Yvonne.
hahah...

and rachelle i heard from yiwen you seem shocked to hear that there are still together
hahah..y sia...all these update are for you anyway..to know what's going on in andri's life so
that you wont be a blur sotong when you come back.at least you know whats happening.haha

alrite..i i remember that i start to blog at 11.51 for this post..untill now at 1.31am still havent finish..nabei..tired already luh..

imagine...

2008-05-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

lets start from yesterday baby... 18May 2008

well was working...
after that,supposed to meet up with mr kyle rodrigues=)
im sorry:) i promise to make it up to you...
sorry for the canceling of plan..really sorry..
but at least you werent alone..you went for a movie with ur siblings right....
annnndddddd one more thing...you got jack BIG TIME ASS!!!
there is no use keeping it frm me..when it comes out from ur mouth
i heard it...and i actually knew it before i heard it from your own mouth so yea...
today you didnt call me too:(
always want me to make the first move you idiot!!
and soon during midnight alicia actually msged me and say
ALICIA:are you at wwf(world wide fest)fucking dope sia the music...
nabei never call me still dare to msg!!CB!!

first went to town with shimmy,ayul,yvonne meeting ints and vel...
then andri came to fetch yvonne home.shimmy and ayul also went off with them..
so left with me,vel and ints.vel drive.we were like planning where to go,so we went little india to horn at those banglas.hahaha dope!!! again!!again!!
then we went to pasir ris.wanted to watch congkak but was sold out..so didnt make it
we went to changi for desserts..saw fucking beautiful baps..they are seriously beautiful like what ints say fucking prettier than those minahs out there..and you wont believe they are baps...
thanks for the ride MR VELLY.

grand opening grand closing...

2008-05-16T21:27:00.003+08:00

okkkkkkkk.......when was the last time i update my blog....hahah
i know its been long..around 2 weeks right..until some idiots tag me to update it...
i keep telling myself to update..but i dont know why i never go and update also..
ahhhhhh anything luh....
my life is like school and school only..nothing else..i mls luh....yess i know..
alot of ppl keep saying i PANGSEI them..ehh sia luh..its not like i want to sia..
its just that everytime you guys call me,its always the wrong time ok..
esp to ALICIA,CANDY,AREP AND AYEB!!!!! CB everytime say i pangsei...
ask me to go club sumore..nabei...if im not schooling never mind luh...
then alicia still can say me...ohh go out with ur other friends can..go out with us always not free
ehh when was the last time i went clubbin sia CB u!!!anyhow only you...
im a different person now you see (mp)hahaa...

anyway..working the other day..after work was slacking at yiwen's workplace..
then indra babe came!! you see that's when the fun part start..can you imagine walking into a boutique let's say giordano etc and see this guy dancing sexily.hahaha will you get turn on.hahaha
the music was blast out loud..i think it was the max..and its at millenia walk.a high end boutique..hahaha....dirty dancing to whine up by kat deluna..hahaha..irritating sia that bugger...
but i have to admit he can dance nicer than some girls in da club..

those coming months are gonna be good i gues..get to travel and stuff,go for a one day trip in batam..go ho chi minh..AGAIN.haha..this time is with classmates..its gonna be dope i guess

i just feel so far away from my friends this few day..
i feel so irritated and i feel irritating...
this fucking god damn school is tying me down...CCB!!!
with all the projects,roleplays and more...

i feel so tired...tired of everything that is happening in my life...
really mentally tired..im serious...
can the time just fucking stop for at LEAST a few day..
i just need time for reflection..

i wanna hang..but too lazy to hang with you.you see...so dont ask me...just let me be the one to ask you out...but if i dont i dont..

tml im working in the morning..
till 2..so i guess i wont be making it for the god damn flag day then..
omg so lame sia..tts so sec sch...

if you are reading this..
i'll see you after work tml...
Yess ahh!! finally :)
back to social life;)

and ya..before i go,this is for you AYUB and EISK!!!
burok sia eisk!!haha ayub..its seriously scary..can you imagine how ppl look at you.hahah

just random talks

2008-05-07T01:09:00.003+08:00

i wanna ask..how noble can a mother be to sacrifice her love of her life so that her own daughter wont be siblings with her boyfriend???....
that kept me thinking..well im just being random..but i dont know really...

i just spend my whole day,day-dreaming..
and i really do mean DAY-DREAM..i thought of so many stuffs like
what will happen if this turn out to be like this or like that..
what would my life be if this or that happens..and i really imagine it..
i dont know..
something seems to be bothering me but
i just cant figure out what is it...it just a feeling of being uncomfortable..
i really cant figure it out..i just got a feeling that someones got something
to tell me..okkk whatever forget abt it...
i so hate it..when i always talk about something like accidentally
it sure will come true..i swear it happen to me lotsa time...
like i was talking to ints abt having a boyfriend,and indeed pop comes a boyfriend...
or i was randomly blabbering abt having spotcheck later on in the day..
and indeed it came true..what if i say something i dont mean to,

as days goes by..you get to see a person's true colour sooooooooooo

IT'S SHOW TIME!!!

2008-05-04T01:31:00.002+08:00

well..i finally went to work today after 2 weeks of disappearance...
and i get to see DAN.huhu! yes.he is still my eye candy.
he's a Anthony Kiedis wannabe.haha.he does look like him though.
Anthony kiedis uses the same tumbler as me!!isnt that cool!hahaha..
yea.i know im lame.but i dont care!!!
i was like irfan!go catch up!! go!!ahaha...
but y did you ended up with a girl like her!!
haha..yikes!like china girl right ints..

i miss working though.hearing david say:good evening starbucks millenium..
haha..stupid sia!still can ask.not millenium meh?? gondol ahh!!
well when creative ppls are working creative ideas tend to come up!
Except for RISHA.she was still on floor but she said count me out! im punching out soon..
hahaha...we took 3 smucker's strawberry jam to blend it with cream.haha.
our version of strawberry crm..it was dope!!! david says nice leh..really really.ints
can you hear his voice ringing in ur head now??haha...
well nice day at work..except for the part when a MAS's daughter came in.that part boring
dont wish to say.

labour day baby..

2008-05-02T02:30:00.002+08:00

well was out today with yvonne..
she somehow waited for me luh almost 2hrs.
well being late is my forte..what can you expect right ints??
or should i say our forte..haha

walked around..and she bought a new volcom handbag..its nice...wanted to buy
a new bermudas for mr chef andri at flash and splash..but no size..
only size 32..the boardshort is like damn sexy luh..the prints are girls lying around..
wearing G-string..hahaa sumore his mum dont like him wearing obscene clothing..
if not she will hide it away.hahaha...so didnt buy it in the end..mr ANDRI you are so
troublesome..what to buy for ur birthday present??

went to browshaus..yiwen wanted to do her brows..coz around $1200
for a 2 yrs thingy..with free touch up and stuff..
the ladt even draw her brow nicely for her already..and it took like fucking one hour luh..
the other hour is to start doing the brows.its last to about 2 to 3 yrs.
like a non permanent tattoo...
after that some stupid family problem came..
and she cried..but what she say is true..if you ever have problem
dont find ur family..coz they might just not help you but even spread rumors abt it
or they might look down on you or something..c'mon man its all abt the pride babey
im talking abt in general..i dont know if my own family is like that..I SAID I DONT KNOW!!

after that we walked arnd...that stupid girll..keep walking into shops
one after another..damn itchy sia..then she walked into the calvin klein shop..
damn..bought a undie..for 30bucks..
i so want to get the bra luh.hahha ok i'll stop.

went thai express..for lunch..

went to store for awhile..saw shimmy and mr TODD JOVI..hahah
woohoo..

then it was home sweet home..
ohh its the AMERICAN IDOL when i got home arnd 10.45??
im so glad david cook didnt went out!!i so like him can??
SUAVE!!! can i ever meet him like how i meet chris daughtry??
haha...

be yourself...

2008-04-28T23:03:00.004+08:00

its been 1 week since i blog..actually abit malas want to layan one..
but i see my blog like so kesian.so i decided to update it..hahah

just finish the common test week..
got my results except the one i've been anxiously waiting for,
which is DTG..i soo thought i gonna flung it .but mrs Ho give me a glee of hope..
hahha..she said no not you.its somebody else i was like thank god!
seriously i really dont want to flung it since im quite satisfied with the rest.i dont
want this to pull me down sia..but well...i passed with flying colurs seh(like primary school)
hope you pass your exams with flying colours.haha.

me and ints were just talking about our primary sch(skps)
thought want to go near the sch there got one blk.sell air batu(icepops).
or under the blk sell curryPUP...she ask me to blanja her..but
also dunnoe the woman get caught already anot..(bastard sia claud)
hahaha!!!
ouhh yea we talk about SARINA!!hahaha yaniie you remember her anot??
the hair got kuttu one.step jambu one..hahah oily hair!!EEEE!!!
girls bitch alot!cant blame...

ouh yea..talking about the trip..haha
first we wanted macau.then change to sabah.now ho chi minh...
i so hope its finalised.no more changing pls.

and i think im tired.so im gonna sleep.
but before that this is for you VEL i mean VEL AMAZIN
ahhh i know! ints ur facebook applications should put you attracts,like,fit
CHIKOPEK then its sound him!

Claudia
Posted
04/28/2008 12:33 am
HOW WHAT??i wanna pinch ur breast till the milk come out!!how??
see?isnt it the same as what you ask me??
does it make sense to you my dear??

Claudia
Posted
04/28/2008 1:54 am
eyy can we like talk cock face to face one of the days this week??
i miss talking cock with with luh!!

Lucky Lefty
Posted
04/28/2008 10:26 am
claudia..if got milk make me a banana milkshake pls. thankew.

Fairy esque
Posted
04/28/2008 1:09 pm
STOP CHEEKY-ISM.

Lucky Lefty
Posted
04/28/2008 2:13 pm
awww..where got you know its all love baby..

Lucky Lefty
Posted
04/28/2008 2:14 pm
Claudia
04/28/2008 1:54 am* eyy can we like talk cock face to face
one of the days this week?? i miss talking cock with with luh!!

talk cock or hmm talk about cocks..lol! claudia am i funny this time round ?

Fairy esque
Posted
04/28/2008 3:22 pm
must you show to the world how cheekopek you are? aiyohyohhh.

Claudia
Posted
04/28/2008 8:23 pm
well have to ask ints whether got milk anot..
as for the banana you have to contribute it yourself! im just the blender!! ;)
talk about your cock can?? and no!! ur still not funny!! challenge me luh!!

crazy fucker!!

2008-04-19T02:34:00.004+08:00

seriously ahh claudia

have you ask urself y you so merepek??

i have no idea y..y??

you like to talk nonsense ahh you!!

abeh?? i boring what..what to do??

i have to find some ways to entertain myself

let me show you the singaporean version of kanye west

fuyooooo!!! Vel in da house luh!!

muahaha....step kanye konon...

just look at the hair....

what about the face

his moustache...

then if you take out the shades..

alamak spoil ahh!!!hahaha

and another one....i think that you

got the potential luh...if kanye were to fall sick and need a

substitute that look like him

you are the best candidate luh..hahaha

i gonna put my blog on private profile!!

hahaha...

my convo with meow wow(risha)

2008-04-18T23:54:00.003+08:00

(8:47 PM) CLAUDIA:ehh
CLAUDIA:have u seen ints new boyfriend?
No Air:nope/.
CLAUDIA:like ur ganesh siak!!!
CLAUDIA-devoted:hahahahaha
No Air:hahaha...oouuuuu....garnesh is...
CLAUDIA:but he huge!!!!
No Air:hot... No Air:haha
CLAUDIA:tall and build
No Air:ala...die action jer ketawe kan risha...
CLAUDIA:really like kanye west
No Air:mayb wen i told her i fancy garnesh she js kept quiet cos she did too No Air:hahaha
No Air:welcome to the good life then.
No Air:so, No Air:wen r u gettin ur jay z?
CLAUDIA:hahaha..
No Air:hahahahaha
No Air just sent you a nudge.
No Air:hahaa
CLAUDIA:if hers is kanye,mine is jay z,what is urs??
No Air:mine is....ja rule
No Air:hehe.. CLAUDIA-devoted:sean kingston??
No Air:eh no la!!!
CLAUDIA:hahaha
No Air:shawttttttttie i can take u there....
No Air:stupid only. No Air:hahaha
No Air:so bouncy No Air:eh
No Air:too bouncy No Air:eh salah la
No Air:mine is No Air:erm...
No Air:Chris Brown...
No Air:AhHAHAHAHAHA
CLAUDIA:ok can..
CLAUDIA:eh u like young boys ah?
No Air:HEHE...
CLAUDIA:he my age u know..
No Air:HEH!HEH! No Air:haha
CLAUDIA:timbaland ahh ok
No Air:Im a predator.. No Air:tak nk la!
CLAUDIA:i know!!!!!!
No Air:Ok then i'll settle for BOW WOW!
CLAUDIA:50cent! cent
No Air:TAK NK!
No Air:bow wow ok?can?can?please?
CLAUDIA:ok ok
CLAUDIA:can
CLAUDIA:u must adopt a name u know to be with bow wow
CLAUDIA:u wow wow can anot??
CLAUDIA:can ahh.
No Air:wow wow?
No Air:dnt wan..
No Air:i'm a meow wow.
CLAUDIA:ahaha
CLAUDIA-devoted:sia luh..
No Air:eee...cute nye..
CLAUDIA:im like imagining it now
CLAUDIA:like prrrrrrrrrr
No Air:baby wow panggil meaow B.
No Air:hahahaha No Air:hahaha
No Air:w the cat scratchin action
CLAUDIA:with ur cut fingers
CLAUDIA:yes yes
CLAUDIA:tts y No Air:ok.
No Air:so Im officially known as
CLAUDIA:cute*
No Air:Meow Wow.Officially with Bow Wow Weezy.
No Air:EEEEEEEE CUTE NYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
No Air:hahahahahaha
No Air:wei,lastly,i miss u all la bacin
No Air:bye bye miss tan. No Air:till i c u again. No Air is now Offline (9:07 PM)
CLAUDIA:ehh y you go offline never wait for me??

coach day!!

2008-04-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

i would appreciate this as a pressent...=)

KM8 baby...

2008-04-14T21:40:00.003+08:00

ytd was shimmy's belated b'dae...
happy belated birthday to you shimmy baby!!!

we had a mini celebration..
we went to KM8 @ tanjong beach

FUN,FUN,FUN,
hahaha...of course!!hahaha

im telling you...the drinks are like super duper ultra cheap!!!
can you imagine??
2 absolute blue and 4 jugs cost us only $131SGD/
cheap right??
me and intan were so Friggin Friggin rich that day!!hahaha
only shimmy knows how rich we were...
that was the earliest time we actually got somehow abit drunk or should i
say tipsy?...dancing round the damn fire..OMG!! that is so crazy..haha
luckily we werent thinking properly.and WE DONT FUCKIN CARE!!!
or we would embarrassed ourselves man..haha
haha coz most of the people there went crazy too..
including ALBERT too!!haha..we capture lots of picture of him man!!
he was like in his own crazy world!! dancing around..haha
it was like a CAUCASIAN's paradise man...cos most of them are..
I was shocked to see him there(with his blue shades)
somehow intan too..i guess he know that i saw him that's y he kept looking
at our direction...he walked pass us passing side glances to check if it's really us
haha..of course it is!!(paiseh!!) next time approach ahh!! y Scared izit!!
This girl came up to me to ask to take a picture.i said ok sure
but i pass the camera to naz..aha he has been aiming the girl since he came haha
i might as well gave him the chance..he actually talked to her..haha
and after that god knows what happen...=)
then i talked to mr German...haha
well someone was tipsy but could actually realised we were talking and got jealous!!
"you stupid bitch you!! Stupid! how could you!"bloody hell!! scold me sumore!! knn tul!!
hahaa...amcm ints ?? nak lagi?? jum ahh!!!
we have to wait till he sail off first then we can go k...
popeye the sailorman!!!

Vel then came to fetch ints.
haha vel is not bad luh!
you have to trust me ints!
if you dont want you can donate it to me;)
since im sick and tired of the old one ahh oops!
im tired of dreaming the reality at T3 and quarreling with that idiot!!
because of the stupid
koufu auntie!!hahaha...
i think im the idiot luh!!haha

i reached home i bathed..
i was so tired that once i lie down on my bed i fell asleep!!
knn but then i woke up around 1.30..i couldnt get back to sleep sia..
was all fidgety...then when i got back to sleep..i actually dream of sumthing so real
that i actually could feel it..how could i possibly feel
a dream sia...but the feeling was like so god damn true!!
i dream about me and mr german..=)
i dream about that stupid idiot and that empty T3
haha...the second dream is damn scary sia..
i hope it wont ever fucking come true..imagine he really come asking me that question.
i would be dumbfolded!!! alrite shall not elaborate more....only my baby knows!! ;)

first day of school today..
nothing much...same old shit..
nxt week is our common test...
well i have to start muggin then...
boohoo~

pics uploaded soon;)

cheeros!!

padan muke!!!

2008-04-13T00:16:00.004+08:00

GOLD with no HONOURS!!!!!

well was at the stadium earlier on. somehow cheering for my EX-band....
all i can say is...... FUCKED UP!!!!! soorryy its the fact...
seriously..imagine,instead of doing a marching in to the field
you run into the field?? OMG!!! seriously WTF are they trying to do??
so what japan band does that?? this is singapore man..come on.
we have traditions and culture to follow!!!
if you were to briskly march in,you will have enough air for later on...
but if you were to run in,dont you think it harder for you to gasp for
air and then check your dressing when you are so tired from running
and then play your music sumore??
which person is so stupid to come one with such an idea of running in???
you wanna follow japan style?? join the japan band as an instructor then..
opps! are you even an instructor?? or are you just a teacher?? sorry sikit!!!
EX-member shed tears because they are
disappointed...not because its a relieve we didnt get silver...
i should even say we are close to having silver...
like what k.izan say...
its just that the judge cant possibly throw a silver to us...
ppl will start questioning the judges..
all this while, its gold with honours..y did it drop to silver..
drastic changes....
i understand that it takes time for that complete make over...
i appreciate all the bandmembers effort...i feel you guys...
you guys can do it better the next time round..with more effort and better
displays =)
please make 2010 a good one...im sure with lots of effort put in,you guys
can bring that honours back again...RAWK OM BMB!!!
well for our drum major...i think its good..i find hui ping somehow is
professionally trained...to me i think its better than the past majors
im sorry but its the fact..

congrats to DEYI military band...you deserve what you have always
yearn for...BEST DRUM MAJOR,BEST DISPLAY BAND.....
you always smell it from afar..but now you finally get to taste it...
i am really happy for DEYI band...they are the best so far this time round
for the rest,the standard just went downhill....
well after that...the ex-memeber went for dinner at the KFC...
after that home sweet home=)

YUYUL....
i like myface tts y i put...not because of you haha
but you look cute luhh down here..really not lying!!

please love yourself!!!

2008-04-10T00:21:00.004+08:00

such a BIG FAT LIAR!!!

you promise not to do it yet you still do!!!

LIAR LIAR LIAR!!!

this is the truth!!

is not pregnant alrite!!

soo until I tell you this then you would only be scared right???
you are always giving urself excuses!!
stop saying you did it because you are drunk!!
the fact it is you can always control urself!!
but you give in!!

please start living a life!!
you are living in a place where those people there have no life!!
all they do is drink and fuck!! is that what you wanna become??
a drunkard?? a failure?? i have always thought both you and i
are someone who know the difference between right and
wrong!! but you prove me wrong!! you contradicted urself so much!!
you cried because you see your best friend in such a state, you even beg
not to do it again...but now???
you really disappoint me so much!!
not only me but ur parents

they put high hopes on you
pls pls pls do not disappoint them!!
please reflect on urself!!!

stop all your FUCKING nonsense!!

IT'S NOT COOL BEING THEM!!!
think about it....

to whoever you are!!!

nothing much...

2008-04-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

Did I hear you right' cause I thought you said Let's think it over
You have been my lifeAnd I never planned Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you You're almost here And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with youI'm close to tears'cause your only almost here
I would change the world If I had a chance Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you You're almost here And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you I'm close to tears'cause your only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved youBut when I need youYou're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind i?d left you And when
I hold you your almost hereWell I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears' cause I know I'm almost here

Only almost here

updates...

2008-04-05T21:18:00.003+08:00

have been really busy the past weeks...
working and working...
just taking the chance to work more while i can...
if i start schhol i wont be able to work anymore except weekends..
and my fucking pay will be like 70 plus to 90 pluss..
goshh so pathetic men seriously...what can i do with 9o bucks....
i can make it disappear within 5 min sia...and i dont have
to be in town to do that...
the nearby shop can make it disappear too...
what the hell sia...

ohh yeaa last week was the class chalet..
was ookkk..not bad...quite funn...there was games too like
the treasure hunt..ohh that was the best..haha..i fell on my
butt while running..syafiq fell 2 times!! hahaha!!
fid too..it was hilarious...when i came..some of them were still sleeping
and i heard stories about matty and rizal..hahha..
two stupid kuku birds!! drink,drank and got drunk!!
the rest of the chinese too...hahah...went home around 9 plus...
with syiqin and zurrah...i have to work luh the next day..if not
i would have stayed...the next morning was naz ints and rishha..
if not i would have stayed...

wooo~i keep seeing dan sia...
haiz..im a stalker.. i know..
haha the other time i was with intan..i waited for her to finish her work
since i finish first..we went to suntec for lunch...
then i saw dan walking past the food court...
ohh then you know what happens..haha
ohhh what a stalker am i..hahha...bloody betty..

he always have this accent in him that ppl dont understands when he talk.
its like eating his words..hahaha...maybe that how kiwi talks??
but it cant be..david doesnt talk like that..it must be him..
haha..the other time he tries to talk to rila..and rila
cant even get anything he says..she was like huh?? huh??
haha...and dan was like ahh never mind im talking in my own language..
nazz too..whenever he talks, naz mouth will be like
opening big with a question mark on his head...
stupid naz tu!!if you know you cant understand
what he says dont strike on convo then..haha
when you ask him a question..he will reply like a story..
huhu!!

and today is my mum's birthday huhu!!
happy birthday mummy!!

Claudia tak tau malu!!hahah!!!!

2008-03-29T20:36:00.002+08:00

Ameet:heyy lady you look soo tired!!
Claudia:yess...im very tired(i always look tired without eyeliners)
Ameet:havent you been sleeping??
Claudia:not really...i dont sleep early...
The blardy next customer comes in and spoil my convo with him!!
knn tul!!!
but at leeeeeaaaaasssst,
Ameet:bye cloudy *waves...
Claudia:smiles;)
oohhh finally i get to see my kangaroo(Liam) after so long..
he look shocked when he saw me..
maybe he was thinking(claudia is back)hahah...
y never ask me where have i been..then i can tell you what
hahahaha!!!!! this one padahal i free to talk sia!! WASTED!!!
and my Kiwi too (Dan)
i bump in to alot of times...but he never see me...
ouhhh not MY kiwi anymore...
it belongs too that UGLY BETTY!!!
mouth smells like babi!! yikes!!!

coffee presentation
stupid gigirl never!!!
only boboy talk!!
dunnoe shy for what!!!
mouth cannot open!!
paiseh say luh!! aiyaaaa!!!!
but well..nice try...
ayull like got you to cover sia..if gigirl alone hahaha..
stand there and look at customers only sia..hahha
errrr....ahhhh...mmmmm..what ahhh how to sayy ahhh??
hahahahah....
pls be prepared for the next presentation!!!

tired sia..
still wanna rush for DTG project sia!!!

im pop pop poppin' off now...

dead beat...

2008-03-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

today was the make up class...
went for it...was tired man..
during the mock test i was like dozing off..
yet i was writing..and obviously its nonsense that i write...
haha..i swear i wrote nonsense..then i would wake up..liquid it away
and correct it again..thats y i've got messy paper..
i didnt sleep a wink the night before..haha serve me right man...
after the class nur and the rest of the girls went for lunch at pizza hut
i didnt tag along..its was a planned thingy and i backed off the last min..
soo sorry yea...will make it up to you guy the next time round..

went out after that...meet tash and syafiq..
and finally meet AIN after so long..
glad she is coping well...
went down to store just now...
stupid ayul havent reach lor..he reach like at 6??
so what the hell
the coffee presentation chalk board was nice sehh..
after ayul redesign it again..haha
wrapp the beans in the hot sampling cup as door gift
padahal ina said east point did that already sehh
dont know luh...hope the next presentation coming up
would be a better one...better than this...flip chart thingy...

tasha got her RAY BAN shadys already...
funny sia yiwen kept disturbing her...hahah...
RICH GIRL... $158 is just like $1.58 to tash..hahah

ouhh yea..i must not miss out this..
i never get to see DAN but i get to see my AMEET...
woohooo...he waved at me!!!!!
tasha you saw right?? right?? haha...
soo freaking excited..hahah
syafiq was like muke maintain ehh muke maintain ehh
haha..how can maintain sia...hahah
too excited already...

im soooo freakin tired now...
im soo gonna sleep...
have to wake up like uber early...
start work at 7 sia..excited babay..its ayul tml...

alright night ppl..
cheers

cheer AMEET;)
P.S. im a PSYHO!!!

Back to old lyfestyle...

2008-03-26T17:54:00.008+08:00

i finally went back to work after disappearing for so long...
and i get to work in the morning!! yeahh.. its something...
i've been wishing for...wake up early..get ready for work...
yesterday was ok... i started at 8...and tada!! the crowd slowly
flow in...the whole morning i was busy steaming the stupid milk..
which we have to use small pitchers...no more big pitchers for us..
everybody...i was like dancing everywhere from the lamazoco
to the sink..haha..yeahh...it really brings me back to the past
where i work every morning...hmmmm...
well i was happy that the regulars still remembers me..
they were like hey..where have you been...havent seen you
ages man..same old reply:i've been studying..
ohh thats good..haha..
i get to see my favourites thought like AMEET,TARQ,
MO,LIAM's friend which i dont know his name...haha..
but i didnt get to see my fav of the favourites..
like DAN?? LIAM?? they were no where in sight..=(

risha was like scatching(like CAT) everywhere
when her favourite comes in..haha
HAPPY EASTER he said..
did you receive any eggs??
noo..we didnt y?? are you gonna give me ohh i mean us some??
hahaha risha risha!! funny sia risha..

CAN I HAVE ANOTHER ROUND PLEASE??

this friday is ayul's and hadi's coffee presentation...
wish them all the best...

intan and hadi girl girl!

crazy...

Watever...

Retard and rubbish auntie

kewat betol!!!

you like my pouty lips??

hahaha...

that's all folks...

dated:25 march 2008
coz i was too tired too write..fast forward to today..

Reminiscing the past..2 yrs ago

2008-03-24T03:50:00.002+08:00

my sweet for nothing yuyul!!

2008-03-22T02:37:00.007+08:00

I MISS YOU TOO KEWAT!!! YUYUL!!!
hah..

i put my schd in already...for the whole of next week..
did you??
i hope you did so i can see and work with my
KEWAT (COFFEE MASTER) luh seyy...
haha..i hope intan did too

im like having hols now so its gonna be plain boring i guess..
no overseas trip.no this no that jus working
and working...nowhere n nothing else..
SAD LIFE i have..
no happy lifeee....=(
i guess...

im free so i can blog..huhu..
but im likfe watching juno now...
sooo yea...yuyul..stop interupting my show....
ok....

cheers
ps.hope to see my KEWAT soon ;)

[Andrika] is WOLS. says:
im nt gay u fuck!!!
[Andrika] is WOLS. says:
hahaha
CLAUDIA-bum di bum..le bum le bumsays:
hahahaha
[Andrika] is WOLS. says:
u fuck sia
[Andrika] is WOLS. says:
hahaha
[Andrika] is WOLS. says:
bt nvm i still love u
CLAUDIA-bum di bum..le bum le bum says:
hahah awwwww sooo sweet!!!!

i just have to post and amend just a tini winie little bit..
ahaha