I've drifted.

dont bother looking back on all those.

I'VE CHANGED! : )))))




no words can describe....

HELLO! this is to you babe.

first and foremost,if you think this entry for you then it is for you.
ppl like you who like to terase because of your guilty conscience.

I so thought that u want to get to know me as a friend sincerely.
but then i realise that all this while you have been using me as a tool for your source of information
do you fucking know how irritating you are! like seriously.always showing me your fucking sad face which you think deserve pity..its not about how you look that doesnt attract ppl.its about how irritating you are that turn ppl off. please dont make yourself sound so pitiful and dont go crying or complaining to you best friends which i dont even know if they treat you like one.but if they do treat you like one,its because they dont know your true colours yet.

you are so pathetic you know.I pity you for what you are today not how you want ppl to pity you

ouh what a night.

i just woke up like an hour ago.
im soooooooooo exhausted n my body is aching
alll becoz of our night cycling!!
but i dont mind all the aching and all coz i had "fun"-.- and a great experience..

it was a long journey man.
i cant believe i actually completed the whole damn bloody journey man.
well,what an accomplishment.

we actually cycled from east coast - changi village/beach
from changi to pasir ris
then frm pasir ris we cut thru tamp then simei then bedok n back to east coast
shiok sia i tell u...

then arnd 10 to 10 plus lke that we had dinner or should i say supper at changi we ate nasi lemak
then i start to feel weak(actually its when we reaching changi i feel weal alrdy).my internal body already very fucking hot sia.pee also like hot water sia knn.no strength so after that i cycle quite slowly.can u imagine the feeling of weakness in u when u are sick yet u are carrying such a heavy burden on u..so hate the feeling.i was so irritated with mtself at the same time sia.i dont know what is wrong with me.i keep on shouting at the most littlest thing.like if somebody were to ride near me.i would be scared that i bump into the person.so i will squeal.damn irritated sia.im sure the rest feels the same too.ahahahahha.

reach east coast ytd around evening at 5plus to 6plus.left east coast at 9.30 today morning. so damn exhausted sia..went to siglap to fetch krishen reach home at 12.
bath,on my com.chat with syqiin for awhile n fell asleep in from of my lappy on my bed at arnd 1.30 like that.ahaha.
too tired already.i only wake up at 10 sia.hard core right i know..
now my body is aching like crazy i long for a soft massage.but the thing is that i cant take massage luh.i dont like the feeling of ppl pressing against my shoulder so hard..damn pain sia.ppl feel shiok i feel pain.weak sia claud.haha


i am feeling so weird now,and i dont know why.a part of me is like damn it you son of a bitch
and another part of me is like fuck it just do whatever u want to do.its none of my business anyway.grrr why sia.
ok forget it.you guys wont understand how am i feeling neither am i telling.sooooo forget it.
sooo damn randdom can..


anyway i had the loveliest...i have always love to see the planes take off.my favourite sia..
so far i have only been to changi n see it twice.now its the third time.i swear i can just seat there the whole night n just plain looking at the plane take off.damn nice sia.skali got one time my head was facing left looking at the planes then suddenly i almost lost control of the bike sia knn tul.

gtg for now.
pictorials are available on FB just go look it up.
only if ur my friends then u can see.ahahha

WHO AM I TO YOU??
WHAT AM I TO YOU?

you can just come n go as you like...
you even said"i will call her when the time is right.now is not the right time."
so what.now is the right time? you just called me and blast me with damn questions!
asking me why cant i make the first move!
you know me too well! I WILL NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!
n you still keep asking why.

when did we last talk? starting of this year march or april.i cant recall.
then there was millenia walk.we cant even look into each others eye n talk.
well yeah.i remember saying that everything is fine.if u want me to remember.
that is if we dont talk to each other,everything is fine.

i asked you,what is your motive in calling me???
just to ask why cant i make the first move?

and u said its to make things better,
you could have done better if you want to make things betterleaving the talk hanging halfway?
you replied: well at least i make the first move.
C'mon man.what is that suppose to mean?

i just hate you sometimes man.
like seriously.

you are still as irritating as ever :))))))


during the better days.....

the massive SUSHI ATTACK!!

I went downstairs just now
and had a shock...
$52.20 worth of sushi sia!
sushi party or what.hahaha
its more than the sakae sushi party platter man.ahhaha



we ate half of it already.

im getting Oh-So-Confused.

Define Open relationship

An open relationship is a relationship where one person does not own the other.
The couple are not exclusively seeing each other and can date,
flirt and hook up with other people should they wish to do so.
In a true open relationship the couple will be fully honest with each other
(unlike most regular relationships). They will not get pissed at each other for stupid things such as not ringing the day before, wearing a slutty top, passing out cold in a club.
Infact they will just love each other for who they are and support each other through times of need. Although other people will say they are sluts and it will never work,
they onlys say this because they are jealous.
In the end the couple will get bored of seeing other people because they realise they are the best two out there.
Then they get married and have beautiful children.

but the question is do you mind sharing?
will u get jealous?

its quite a funny world,isnt it?




Lie To Me

I know luh.my blog boring.
no HOT topic to talk about.
ppl also dont want to come n read.
not like some1's blog.gossips alot.everyday ppl patronize
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

too bad uh.i dont like anybody from the class.if not confirm got alot of gossips coming out sia ehh correct anot?
hahahahaha.
now,this will create a stir....hmmmmmmm


this entry was created with no offence n no intention to poke fun at others
but for that particular 8 people in the convo.who dont read my blog.coz its too boring.
no excitement at all.or maybe to some they dont even know this blog existed.sedih eh?

i shall now brainstorm n come out with some love to share.
but there isnt any candidate that suits.hahahahahaha
i want a tall.handsome,eyes damn mesmerising, got very dark looks
just like jesse metcalfe.


Hot right.

his bod also nice ehh..can wash clothes also.


:)
TO THE 8 PEOPLE WHO WERE IN THE CONVO WITH ME
HAHAHAAH

yeay! i finally change my blog song.

i wanted to change long time ago.but im sooo sooo bad at html.
anyway.i gave it a try n i succeeded.*pat on my shoulder
but my tag board uh problem.now its abit not align to the border..
never mind.forget it...



i didnt attend sch today.
whats new right.
but this time got reason.IM SICK
i really cannot get up sia.
i went sch the daybefore,i felt better.enjoy laugh all.
skali i go home at night i felt worse.my body aching n stuff
runny nose n cough.do you know the feeling like when u cough the phelgm in the throat
just dont come out.i feel like putting my hands in m throat n dig it all out sia that kinda feeling.suck big time.now blocked nose.maybe becoz of the air-conditioner that i cant live without.even though im sick or whatever.

sooo i reeeeessssssstttttttttttt all the way



and i left my blog all the way till now.
time check - 3.05 am
and i've got sch later...
thinking of the timing for sch later dont make me feel like going ot sch
but i cant sleep luh.just shared a can of campbell soup - mushroom potage
with my brother n my cousin.
dope.i tried it for the first time.
chunky's good too.but the portion is friggin big.
can serve around 4 ppl

i told licia that im updating my blog n this is what she have to say

Claudia- says:
im updating my blog now
ahha
frm dont know what time i leave my blog till now sia

LICIASIDHU says:
u update or don update no diff one lah
Claudia- says:
i really dont know what to write
im getting bored with it

LICIASIDHU says:
wirte abt me
and how much u love me

Claudia- says:
crazy
hahhhaha

shameless sia ask me to write about how much i love her.ahahahhhahhaah
this type of thing no need to tell ppl one.its show one.


action speaks louder than words licia.hahahahha.
my action shows it all. u better agree with it.if not i hantam u!

both of us were reading up on celeb's gossip n celeb's leakage of photos.ahha
kaypoh right.i know.as if u are not like that.
too bad i cant tell u the link.if not it will have to close down.unless ur my friend ;)
that link also intan give one eh ints


k luh.i mls already want to blog.fucking bored.

before i pass up,

intan's grandpap just passed away ytd
i was online with her.and that suddenly she :'(
i was like why.
then she said

B
my aatok.
i think he just pass away.
he got no pulse.

then at 3.52am,
she said "its official,hes gone"
sad right.
it takes time to register in ur brain on what's happen.
take it easy k ints.
my deep felt condolence goes out to you and your family alright.
may your grandfather RIP.

Im down with a cough & flu! damn it man!
little krishen is down with fever & flu.
the best thing is both my parents are out of town for 10 freaking days man!
what i am to do... my neighbours are having flu.clifton is having flu.the two maids are having flu!
EVERYBODY IS HAVING FLU!












Kesian ehh the face! poor thing