Well i had a heart to heart talk with "someone" just now...
and all i can say is that..only now i can see his true-self.YES its a HE...
he isn't what he seems to be..its just a fake facade that he portrays all the time...
its good that he talked to me about it.coz at least he is truthful to me about himself.
and i should be honoured that he shared this "secret" with me and nobody else.haha..
and i didn't know that he is soooooooooooooooooo x20 self -conscious man..like OMG! seriously.
the fact that he isnt ugly,but he thinks is is not good looking either because of something which he lacks of.or not perfect.he is there but not there yet.every simple thing he wants it perfect.be it even or odd,balanced or not balanced.he dont take compliments at all.if ppl were to compliment him.he take it that people are being sarastic with him.which is something i dont understand why.he do not accept himself for who he is.he should just learn to let go of certain stuff....

he tried too much to be humble that he dont listen to the good things at all.
he likes to compare with people around him.like a age factor etc.
he would compare himself with people who are earning big buck.having high status or post at work at such a young age but where is he.
that is because they earned it themself.they studied when they were young.listening to their parents.on what is good or bad for them.not being stubborn and stuff...im not saying im perfect,but at least i know what i want and im doing it.at least.
he should socialise more instead of cooping at home,living in his own world...
welllllllll.....it isnt too late for changes.AND NO you are not too old for anything.
even old grannys and granpups do O lvls too.whats more for u.
most importantly...its ur self confidence,self consciousness and self esteem.
those are ur weakest points ad u should work it out on what to do.



ouhh goshhh..im crapping now.hahaha.....but still i mean what i said ok...
AND YES,I'M LEARNING YOU...slowwwwwly :))))))


im a part-time counselor now hahahahahaha......
Talk to me
Tell me your name
You blow me off like it's all the same
You lit a fuse and now I'm ticking away
Like a bomb
Yeah, Baby....
hahahahahahahah.....

okkkkk byyeeeeeee.
aku bored luh.....will update sooooon i hopey.

TA!