limitless i should say..


is it me or is it you??

im soo tired.really tired..
so tired of listening to stupid shits that happen all the time..
why cant you just let it go..let it go....
what is it in me that is telling me to stop..
i tried to..but i cant control myself...
i tried to look at it from a different angle.but it still looks the same to me..
you are nothing special..really...so why??

nightmares is starting to get frequent
i so hate you for that..
i keept telling myself..
tml will be something new..
but im still stuck at square one..
i when can i start to have my first step again...
maybe leaving for a while would be a good thing..
i can use that time to freshen myself up
freshen people around me
i would have a peaceful time on my own to think and reflect on myself
on what have i done to other and what others have done to me since day 1
let them forget me.
let me forget them
coz whoever you are.ur a nightmare to me
you turn my life upside down..twist and turn it,then you crush it...
how terrible can that be
let me start a new life again..
i caused too much hurt and pain..

most of them are just passer-by(s) in my life..
10 year down the road..or maybe 5 years down the road
will you see yourself talking to me again..hanging out like we used to??
acquaintance i should say.

you stayed in my life for so long..but you still dont know the real me..
and you can never know...
and i can never open up to you..
nobody can find the key to unlock this diary in me
not even you..


part of my life has become a past
i can never redeem it back.
but it was all worthwhile.
everything is cherished
but will forget it sooner or later
stupid wishful thinking...

leave now.if not i'll be the one leaving first...