the bird park adventure...
im telling you..im scared of BIRDS!!! i swear..they were so scary..
especially the vultures...nabei!!make me shout like crazy..
they were like flying all above me..i went to lorry loft...
and the colourful birds scare me too..they fly on to my bag and then on my shoulder..
i shake like a crazy women and manage to make it go away..ewwwww!!!
omg!! pay to be scare myself...lol!!


At lorry loft where the birds are not near..lol

how i wish im not scared..so i can be like him..lol


me and licia

before the parrot show..the parrots really sing..better than william hung..lol..opera sumore..

at the highest man-made water fall in the WORLD!!

LOL!! no comment..it was candid


in the panorail..ps.licia remeber the guy..who ran after the the panorail..lol.
imagine his accent:vait vait doooont goooo!!vait foorrre meeee....LOL



if im not wrong this this the hawk show...

this seat is specially reserved for .............LOL



as you can see..we find our self better looking than those birds..lol
so we decided that the birds arnt important..so we didnt took much of the birsds pictures..lol

CRUSH,CRUSH,CRUSH.....

the first school day of the week...
first class RNT...had a hard time with it..
me and syiqin was like struggling with it luh..
Syiqin:acak!!!
Claudia:asraf!!!
hahaha...the poor victim....we kept bugging him with this and that...
asking him how to do this and that...OIT also...
but we made it..but not to the second one..that one tml continue in school...
ms dewi told us we dont have to come to school on fri if we come to school earlier on thurs
before team building...yesah!!!

i think the reason for me to go to school is for me to look at people and start commenting...
lol...fav pastime seh..i know im a bitch! but..i lioke!!!
its normal...anyway...
my crushhh oooooo..eh damn cute ahh!! okok minus the DAMN...
and yes he is cute..lol..damn bimbo can me..
i thought he was a chinese...i was like okay luh...then skali he speak malay to his friends...
i was like MALAY?? OKAYY.....lol...
is there like a nice way to tell your teacher that her breathe stinks like SHIT!!
buay tahan sia..one or two days never mind...its been the past 7 months sia..
her breathe stink so badly like there is something rotting in her body/month...
i dont mean to...but its for her own good sia...lol...

well..its been long...
i miss you!!!=) ints..you know whoo..hahahahahaha...
anyway that was a sidetrack..
we finally met up..together the CLAN i should say..used to..there we go again...during the
BMC days..met up with shah,malik,hady,licia,and gabie..the one who is not ready.haha
we had fun talking about the past..hahhaa the paiseh moments..scandals here and there *raise eyebrows.wink abit ;)
well its the past...
we went dempsey to get scared by frogs...haha licia.that was classic.
we really went back to the past..NO LIFE.hanging here and there..go town..walking aimlessly..
GALAVANTING=)
head to dempsey..and got scared by frogs..then go back to town..we hang at spinelli..
then walk all the way to mustafa..see..no life right..but it was really fun...
i miss those times.i swear where shah will wear his FAV gorilla shirt..haha getting his algae hair done..hady..the skinny one..but he claims he got abs now..and his dad is jealous of him..LOL..
my train are so boring without you..laughimg like nobody's business...
my boys are going ot ns soon:(
some go already..haiz..boring...
chalet before going in?? amcm??

B...we have to admit that people do change... sometimes its just the environment that influence people to change.. its so contradicting..
please forgive =)


last sat..was Dope!
fysh is in spore..so we took this opp to hang...
went to harry's for a drink..and YES! its my favourite BLOODY MARY!!
and i learnt to play pool..hahah..yeah i admit i dont know how to play..
although i used to go lucky every weekend to watch my bestie play..but i dont touch..i can play quite well..EXCITED..play especially when you are high!!hahaha.. you can SS....
make urself so happy although its just a game..and you are nothing compared to others..haha
naming the babys who were there..SHIMMY,FYSH,ANDRI(SS)haha,INTS and vel..but vel not my baby..hes my daddy!!hahahahaha....

after that we head to MOS..fuck it...we cant think of anywhere that is easy to enter.. although its thats last place we wanna club at..(you must be thinking all 18 already.. must find easy place to enter right..well thats a secret..)we had fun..and i wore slippers in..it hurt so much though...
well at least it was a blast..dah..fullstop...ayul did his shake a bom bom!! fuyoo!! wipe off most of the wannabes sia..haha ANDRI..happy anot?? haha
chikalakabang bang..

why do people always remembers the bad things you have done and forgets the good things??

i just wanna make you proud..thats all..but i failed to do so...
not because i never tried but because you dont even bother to notice..
dont even bother to ask...

afraid has become numb...
happy is only with friends...
it slowly leads you to the back of the heart
where you can hear silent weeps every now and then.
keeping all ur feelings inside which you wanted so much
to pour it out to because you trust no one..
the word feelings slowing extinct...
tears just keep rolling down without you noticing for the past years
hiding urself in the dark...
lying to yourself that this phase is over...
where are they when you needed them the most? the question lies..

saying it for a period of time is cool.
saying all the time gets hurt..

its a secret i dont share....


To my dad with love
i miss you...
this marks the tenth year.